- Jul 22, 2017
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I just wanted to say hi and hello to everyone. I have not posted for a year and 3 months. My mom died last year and I did not handle it well. My mom died with unresolved issues and I started to question whether she went to heaven or hell. I felt hatred towards God. Some Christians told me that she went to hell and others told me she went to heaven, even though she never truly denied Christ. But I do believe she is in heaven. I just did not trust God any more. In fact, I felt so bitter that I couldn't hear the name Jesus. I felt hatred towards him. Of course, I know that Jesus said that you cannot love your parents more than him, or would not be worthy of him. I wanna come back to him. I want to learn to love him more than anyone.
Please pray for me
Please pray for me