Thank you "Lazarus" for your comments. Seems like a long time since i've had a sincerely kind word sent my way,by someone who really understands. Maybe it's that i haven't really given many myself.
But maybe your'e right that heaven has already been reserved,just as it has for anyone who has been pre-chosen for a special task or work of God,such as His elect do. But to whom much has been given MUCH will be required,as Jesus said.
And it does feel like MUCH is being required of me,and that i am all alone in bearing this. But i have to hope there are others than myself who "see" what no one else can or does,as this is a special gift from God.
And i pray the Father bless you as well,in Jesus/YESHUA's name!
Your words are very interesting, about anyone who has been pre chosen for special task of work of God,
imagine how many people pray to God to use them as Healers, Prophets, Priests, Witnesses of God, they pray for big spiritual events in their ministry, they pray for God to add the number of their church member etc etc but who have ever prayed that God use them as the Lazarus ? none.
what if you are trapped in Lazarus situation ? will u remain in God ?
Have you ever lived in poverty that food and shelter become the main issue for your life ? you work as a labour where people break your bone for their wellfare while you cannot buy a decent shelter n not even able to buy 3 meal a day ? well I been through this kinda Lazarus life for many years.
Have u ever been surrounded by dogs lickin your wounds ? well i been
thru that for many many years, i mean, evil people using their tongues to humiliate my poverty day and night n they laugh when u feel the pain.
Do I still love God ? Do you know how much God cares for me ?
I can never return what Jesus has done for me with His life.
What if God make you a Billionaire ?
Do you realize for every dollar that a Billionaire owns, God will question
him why many people are homeless and hungry ? and you see the Billionaire in Lazarus story who didnt do any illegal business, never cheat from people, never commit any crime, but God must put him into eternal fire just because the Rich does not SHARE this world with the poor.
for every pain and hunger felt by the homeless and the poor, the Rich
must answer this in the eternal fire cause they FAIL to share their richness, they fail to glorify God, they fail to understand people misery, they fail to watch people in need. "
Jesus bless you
Mat 25 31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:
32 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:
33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.
34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.