ChristOurCaptain
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Someone saying they've never been angry at God or disappointed with God are lying; either to those they say it to, or to themselves.
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Yeah....and I'm the Emperor of China.
Someone saying they've never been angry at God or disappointed with God are lying; either to those they say it to, or to themselves.
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I used to think God was an abuser of me as well. what everything came down to is: does God love me or not?
"God hates me" ah... that saying... i had said it so much even before I believed God was real. brainwashing by evil spirits is what that is.
God provides for your spirit, everything God gives to you is for your spiritual growth, God is not concerned with making you exist in the psychosis that most people live in. you must start to realize that God is your Father, and not your slave master. he wants you to trust him and to put him first and for you to not worry about the small things in your life, they are not worth worrying and concerning yourself over, it is an insult to yourself to subject yourself to such things, it degrades who you really are, a child of God. all of us go through hard things in this world but God will not leave us or forsake us. we are only strong when we are as a branch clinging to the tree of life who is Christ. God offers you a peace that the world does not know.
please God save us and let us taste your love, make us clean and fill us with your holy spirit and burn away our pain and let us taste your peace. let us see you again so that we stop hurting, whatever it takes, please let us be with you. you made us from your love, this is the proof that you love us.
"God hates me" ah... that saying... i had said it so much even before I believed God was real. brainwashing by evil spirits is what that is.
God provides for your spirit, everything God gives to you is for your spiritual growth, God is not concerned with making you exist in the psychosis that most people live in. you must start to realize that God is your Father, and not your slave master. he wants you to trust him and to put him first and for you to not worry about the small things in your life, they are not worth worrying and concerning yourself over, it is an insult to yourself to subject yourself to such things, it degrades who you really are, a child of God. all of us go through hard things in this world but God will not leave us or forsake us. we are only strong when we are as a branch clinging to the tree of life who is Christ. God offers you a peace that the world does not know.
please God save us and let us taste your love, make us clean and fill us with your holy spirit and burn away our pain and let us taste your peace. let us see you again so that we stop hurting, whatever it takes, please let us be with you. you made us from your love, this is the proof that you love us.
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That's really very different between accusing God of sadism. I have, in the past, been disappointed when prayers haven't been answered, but I have never accused God of being evil. Comfort her all you like, but we should be stopping blasphemy, too.
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I'm poor too, I'm just thankful that I'm not going to be in hell, evil and wicked for all of eternity. That I'll be gathered to my people and not scattered. That I'll be happy for all of eternity. I won't be a deceiver, but a truth teller. I'll be with angels and not demons. God has given me life and everything else that I need to survive. What else do I need? I want heaven and not so much the things of this world.
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"Blessed are the poor, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven." Jesus spoke those words. They are words of love. This world is just our temporary dwelling place. It's not always a fun place to be, but if we hold onto Jesus Christ, there is an eternity ahead of us filled with beautiful things, glorious experiences, peace, and joy. Don't covet the wealth of the ungodly. Their eternity is doomed unless they turn to the One True God. Cling to the Rock, your Only Hiding Place.
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John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
God loves everyone.
The verse is not "For God so loved the world, except for Evian, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever, except Evian, believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
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Wow. Just... wow. I'm trying to say this in the nicest possible way without wanting to cause offence, but you sound like a spoiled child having a temper tantrum because you aren't getting what you want. Or rather, you aren't doing the work to get what you want.
God is not a cosmic vending machine. He doesn't give us what we ask for; he gives us opportunities to work hard for what we ask for. Results are directly relative to the work you put in. You want more? Do more. Go search for a video called "When you want to succeed as much as you want to breathe."
In the meantime, rather than being angry at God for the things you don't have (or the things you aren't yet willing to work hard enough for), you might try thanking him for what you do have. You have a roof, warmth, clothes, regular meals and clean water. There are millions of people without those essentials.
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we all have bad things happen to us, some more than others. if i told you my story, you'd feel sorry for me, but guess what? i'm not looking for pity. i want to be pure and holy and that's it. i want to go to heaven. i want to be like Jesus. these are my goals and ambitions. of course i will be shot down again and again and again. that's satan's way. i suspect he is behind a lot of your problems, so maybe you should put the blame on the enemy and not on God.
also, humility. look it up. i understand that you think you are wonderful and giving and loving and kind and help people all the time, etc., etc., well good, that's what you should be doing. do you need a badge because of it? i hope not, because you will more likely get a kick in the teeth than a badge. that's life. it's how it goes. life is not fair and God never said it would be. in fact, He warned us that it would not be.
yes, you've gotten a few comments on here telling you that you're in the wrong, and do you know why that is? because of your attitude. we've all had our disappointments when God didn't answer prayer, like a prayer for someone we love to be healed instead of dying, yet the Lord took them home instead. very sad. yes... but not mean. not cruel. God is sovereign over all. only He knows what is best.
as for material goods, they are worthless and will leave you feeling more empty than before you had them. can't you see that? you say you are in your 40's but it sounds like you're in grade school. no offense, but haven't you learned anything from life?
try counting your blessings and leaving your hurt, anger, and disappointment at the Cross. this life is not about you at all. it's about God and what you can do for Him. some suffer more than others. some are martyred for Jesus. some people are born in poverty and suffer every moment of their very short lives and then they die... be grateful that is not your plight. stop feeling sorry for yourself. lean on the Lord, stay in the word and stay in church.
God bless you with understanding.
also, humility. look it up. i understand that you think you are wonderful and giving and loving and kind and help people all the time, etc., etc., well good, that's what you should be doing. do you need a badge because of it? i hope not, because you will more likely get a kick in the teeth than a badge. that's life. it's how it goes. life is not fair and God never said it would be. in fact, He warned us that it would not be.
yes, you've gotten a few comments on here telling you that you're in the wrong, and do you know why that is? because of your attitude. we've all had our disappointments when God didn't answer prayer, like a prayer for someone we love to be healed instead of dying, yet the Lord took them home instead. very sad. yes... but not mean. not cruel. God is sovereign over all. only He knows what is best.
as for material goods, they are worthless and will leave you feeling more empty than before you had them. can't you see that? you say you are in your 40's but it sounds like you're in grade school. no offense, but haven't you learned anything from life?
try counting your blessings and leaving your hurt, anger, and disappointment at the Cross. this life is not about you at all. it's about God and what you can do for Him. some suffer more than others. some are martyred for Jesus. some people are born in poverty and suffer every moment of their very short lives and then they die... be grateful that is not your plight. stop feeling sorry for yourself. lean on the Lord, stay in the word and stay in church.
God bless you with understanding.
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I'm so sorry. My heart aches for you. All of us have something we wish different. When the devil leaves you alone, worry. Because it seems to me there is something great in your future and the devil wants to keep you from it. I am praying for you
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MrMoe
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You've got God's character all wrong. I know cause I used to think the same as you. God is not sadistic, abusive or cruel. The enemy wants you to think this way and you're just playing into his hands.
You said God bless you with intelligence and beauty. I don't even have that!
You should pray in a positive way not a negative way.
Remember he is the God of our hope not of our hopelessness.
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This morning I was complaining to God about people intruding in my plans, imposing their own... and He gave me a picture of Jesus tending to the crowds, never able to get away. Living for other people was his daily agenda.
All of us are asked to care for the needy and help those who are struggling. When that doesn't happen, we find too many people in this situation. And instead of using that moment to lift them out of it, we try to figure out what's wrong with them that caused them to get into that dilemma.
Life is hard. Not for everyone, but for 90% of the world.
And there are times that God gives us suggestions to get out of our ruts, and we analyze the life out of it and tell Him it's too risky. Think back to whether there were opportunities that were offered, ideas that we didn't think we could pull off, jobs that didn't seem to characterize who we were. We've all turned down opportunities.
At this point (OP might not still be around), it would be good to start asking people for resource names -- not direct help, but directions to find help. There are many organizations set up to help people in need, but sometimes they are hard to find.
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xXMikHaelXx
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Dude, wow.
First, I would like to direct you to the story of Job. Nuff said but I'll go on.
A.) My mom was a druggie and because she periodically forgot to feed my brother an I - she lost custody of us. We spent several years going back and forth between her and my grandparents as a result.
B.) The majority of my life was spent under the extreme oppression/obsession/posession of a demon - starting at the age of 4. Technically I've only had mental freedom for a little over a year. I won't go into details but this thing was allowed to do horrific things to me and is STILL allowed to oppress my physically.
But want to know what? I feel BLESSED!
I do work as a minister and because of my mothers poor life choices I have more compassion for the drug addicts and prostitutes that I minister to.
And the demonic oppression that God definitely allowed and allows - as a result of that I have become quite good at helping people through oppression.
I don't think God is out to get me at all - I know everything works to His glory.
Maybe you need to stop looking for physical gratification and start looking for the true blessings that God has to offer.
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god does not hate you. The evil that happend to you God could not entervene because of the curse. If you are accepting Jesus then you are no longer under the curse but still live in this fallen junkie world, but God has prepared a place for us when he is ready to get us. Until then trust in his love and favor for you. he is a god who is near, he never forsakes you even when you feel like he has. he is there crying over you and loving you longing to heal your heart longing to hug you longing for the day when he can return to be with you. it is confusing but god sees and knows what we don't know. he says we overcome by the blood of the lamb jesus and the word of our testimony this does not mean to let everyone into your life and tell them what has happend to you but telling the right people as much as you discern (pray for discernment) then God will bring freedom into your life and others lives. you are a warrior. what you do matters it has a ripple effect and can be used to bless others and you can be free from this bondage that satan had on your life even when it was not your fault but satans and the environment in which you were subjected to. stay strong you are not alone in this. we are here with you touching eachothers hearts equipping eachother in the spirit realm and finding freedom just as you because it is gods will for his children to live in freedom for we are heirs to his kingdom and his beloved. put on the full armour and aknowledge we are brothers and sisters in the lord. this is our apointment to meet her in this forum and encourage one another. not everyone who speaks into our lives or touches our lives blesses it, but God will and we can bless eachother here with others here on this forum and others out in this real world and we can say God bless it even though we wanna say god d it. for god says for us to say God bless it. don't d your life that is something others say and one day they will face judgement just carry it daily to get your breakthrough don't paddle on backwards cause you gave up when your right by the place you sought out for. it will get easier and you will renew your strength like an eagle. you may not feel it right now but keep pressing on and ignore the people in your life and it may be many that put you down or say that god doesn't love you or that your not good enough. you are his you belong to him just like you belong to the body the church spiritually even if your not pysicallly involved in church find a church if you want and discern. guard your heart know when to let people in and when not to. God will help you he has a place for you here on earth and a place he is preparing for you in heaven your real home when your mission is completed and Christ comes to get us at his return. don't think about suicidal thoughts or that life can't get better. god is preparing you. you should read about joseph in the bible he became a ruler. not everything that happend to you was god's plan it just was satan but god can and will take the bad and use it of his good he will give you good things for he is the good father. he will take what is broken and mend it for he will never despise your heart. remember that. this is all in his scriptures.
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Job experienced a rough time. We must read Job and understand that our Creator has plans for us which often cause us to suffer. I have personally suffered a great deal of restraining by Elohim.
For instance, giving me the ability to work in web design, then while I was working at a job(after years of unemployment) the Holy Spirit actually began biting me in the spiritual realm so badly that I could not work. I was chastised then sent home. I was reminded of sins I had committed. The fact that I had repented did not placate Elohim, who desired to show me what I had done. I felt His burning anger several times so badly I would shake at the knees if I was physically given to it.
I was also given to experience intense persecution through the spiritual attacks of other ministry members. Elohim could stop this but he did not. The depression has been so bad that I feel like my life is covered with clouds of blackness. Then I am also given moments of great and exceeding glory(have you experienced these?)
For instance, giving me the ability to work in web design, then while I was working at a job(after years of unemployment) the Holy Spirit actually began biting me in the spiritual realm so badly that I could not work. I was chastised then sent home. I was reminded of sins I had committed. The fact that I had repented did not placate Elohim, who desired to show me what I had done. I felt His burning anger several times so badly I would shake at the knees if I was physically given to it.
I was also given to experience intense persecution through the spiritual attacks of other ministry members. Elohim could stop this but he did not. The depression has been so bad that I feel like my life is covered with clouds of blackness. Then I am also given moments of great and exceeding glory(have you experienced these?)
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God doesn't hate us, He love us. Sometimes there is down's in the life and sometimes there is up's. When its the down times (hard times) Dont give up. You don't know what surprises are awaiting.. Believe me every one experience those moments in his life when you're so unlucky, The lucky days will come. Patience just patience, Keep trying to get job until you finally get it.
Everything i can say Good Luck, Yeah i'm teenager i didn't experience so much.
But my parents has shared with me everything they experienced in their life.
I understand you.
May god be with you bless you with luck.
Everything i can say Good Luck, Yeah i'm teenager i didn't experience so much.
But my parents has shared with me everything they experienced in their life.
I understand you.
May god be with you bless you with luck.
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Well, if you think that's bad you ought to try living in pain and ill health for years on end, I have. It makes being poor look like a blessing.
I am not trying to be flip, I suffered from such intense pain for YEARS, nearly died from other causes, and I am still paying hospital bills. And after all that I am at least as poor as you are, but I think things are looking up. It's all a matter of perspective, you see. No matter how bad it looks it could be much, much, worse. A lot of people have brought up Job, but I will tell you how the story ended - Job was restored with everything he lost, including his health, and then some. But if you leave before the story ends, you will never know what would have happened.
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