This post is not a reasonable response in the discussion you were participating in. IF all you're going to do is throw yourself a pity party while accusing others of whatever you seem to be accusing them of, there are other fora here that allow you share your personal story.
You're arguments aren't that strong. You're just repeating yourself. Your convictions are strong but they don't seem to match your willingness to discuss in good faith.
You seem passionate which is good but if you are going to stay around, your incredulity over people not agreeing with you is juvenile and you should engage them in discussion to understand them (at least) than with accusations in your VERY first post directed at them.
Well you are entitled to your opinion and I respect that but if I might correct you also on a few issues in no particular order, they are these.
Firstly that you think I am seeking pity for anything at all reveals your utter misunderstanding of the purpose of my introduction.
When Paul wrote the account of the adversity by which God had blessed him, do you honestly think that he was doing so because he wanted pity?
Can you not see that he was doing it, even rejoicing in it, knowing that it had brought him “
the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been exercised thereby”?
Can you not see that he was doing so to reveal another powerful evidence of the confirmation of his wisdom, knowing that without chastening we are illegitimate children. Hebrews 12.6-8.
If I say to you in response to your approach above;
“not true I am not a glutton and I am not a racist” will you not consider me utterly mad, knowing that you said nothing about me being a glutton or a racist?
If you don’t think that I should show incredulity at such insanity, I doubt that you and I are going to get very far together, but please don’t pity me, for if that is the kind of person that you are, I know you shall be as happy at my departure as I shall be at leaving.
If you think that I am here to please men, especially men who utter falsehoods and argue in deception, then deny any wrongdoing, then hopefully you will know that I am not the servant of Christ.
In fact, if I discovered that every single person on this forum was like that, it would not bother me one iota in leaving the forum, I assure you.
If in fact that be the case, I hope and pray that I am ejected from the forum very soon in abundant reviling and hatred.
Did Elijah feel any loss at being separated from the 400 prophets of Baal?
Did the disciples feel any loss at being separated from the Sanhedrin or the Pharisees or the Sadducees or the vast majority of the Jews?
How many righteous people did Elijah find in Israel in all of his travels?
Is the love of men not cold in the last days?
Is the generation of the fig tree not old?
It is not incredulity my friend that you see in me that I have found the love of men to have grown cold. It is expectation at the fulfilment of prophecy and the reality of that certainty that you have somehow mistaken for incredulity.
It is you who are incredulous that I have answered according to truth, for when someone opens up a dialogue with me by accusing me of things that I have not said and then saying not true in response to them I can only point out their error and the fact that you are incredulous about it should be of great concern to you.
If you think my response to someone who does those things and says “I have done no wrong” is not advocated by scripture then you and I shall certainly not be of the same mind and without wishing to cause offence I shall not be offended or disappointed by our lack of fellowship in the slightest.
Sorry if that is an offence to you.