I was in it originally for almost 3 years. Then of course got taken over by demons etc. and left. Every time I have tried to come back to Christ it has been with/through the SDA church because I was convinced for the longest time they were THE only "true" church or only church teaching the TRUTH. When I started trying to seek God and leave occultism in 2004 I went back to the SDA church yet again.
I no longer feel that way though, no longer believe that, not since last year when all that stuff happened to me.
Quick chronology:
January 1981 - accepted Christ
March 1981 - joined SDA
Fall 1981 - went off to college @ SDA school
January 1982 - demonic seige began to be layed
Spring 1983 - demonic attack intensified and so did demonic seige
Fall 1983 - complete takeover
Winter 1983 - left college
Summer 1985 - tried to come back to the Lord for about a year, even got rebaptised, but it didn't work
January 1987 - rededication to Satan, ceremony to seal the sleeper in the citadel first performed
Fall 1991 - realized some things that really squicked me, went running for church again.
Summer 1992 - got delivered at campmeeting -- this was the time I've mentioned that by that time my mind had grown so utterly dependent upon demonic forces that after delivered I literally could not think -- could not formulate an independent thought about anything. It was very tiring and frustrating to me; I felt mindless and like I had no life & no future.
Fall 1994 - had enough of the b/s from nasty people in the SDA and left again, went back to occultism & the OTO
1998 - that which shall not be spoken of. *shudder*
January 2004 - started AGAIN trying to seek God and get out of the occult.
That's a quick rundown there. So in essence, time in SDA church is:
1981-1983 initial entry
1985-1986 trying to return to God
1991-1994 trying to return to God
2004-2006 ditto
all the rest of the time was spent as a dedicated occultist/Satanist
Although in 1991-1994 I had a great deal of trouble with my fragmented consciousness and my memories of this time are completely senseless. on one hand I remember putting aside all occult stuff & going to church etc. but on the other hand I remember dropping acid and partying and doing occult things too, and I don't know which memories are correct. I seem to have been leading a double life during that time WITHOUT consciously choosing to.
