Dealing With Loss. Loneliness. Feeling like a bad Christian...

[noellejoi]

Hi, I haven't posted on here in a long time. But I was wondering if I could share with any of you what's been going on with me internally.

I have been up and down for the past three months.
In December I quit my job at my former church's daycare. I was hurt and betrayed people that I have known for many years.

There is an intense, heavy feeling of loss hovering over me. It's starting to paralyze me spiritually. I just don't know what to do. I have tried to speak with my former boss/friend and she will not talk to me.

Part of me knows that I need to move on...but I was raised in that church. They are pretty much all that I know for spiritual mentors..

I joined another church and I'm trying to get plugged in and involved but it's hard not knowing people. I feel like it's very hard to connect with.

...I am just feeling like a really bad Christian. I can't really explain the feeling....

If you guys could please pray for me.
Thanks,
Noelle

 

[DruryGirl]

Dear God, please richly bless Noelle and provide a mighty healing work in all these broken relationships. Please take her to a place in the church You have for her, and let her build close relationships there. Please bless and help her in all her relationships and take her beyond this dark place. Please watch over her and give her Your love to ease the pain. Thank You so much in Jesus' Name. Amen.

 

[UGH!]

You are in my prayers

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

May the Lord go before you and be with you... sustain and direct you according to the path He has planned for you; healing the hurts and renewing your spirit in His merciful Love

 

[Gregory Thompson]

Job 11


16 You will surely forget your trouble,
recalling it only as waters gone by.

17 Life will be brighter than noonday,
and darkness will become like morning.

18 You will be secure, because there is hope;
you will look about you and take your rest in safety.


Praying your strength in Jesus name .

Father, ever surround this one with your mercy and love . Amen .

 

[Onlythingavailable]

Praying.

 

[heavensangel1964]

Heavenly, Loving, Sweet, Daddy Father God.....

I offer up to thee, NoelJoi.....

Please, Sweet, Loving, Heavenly, Eternal Father God.....

Open the door for NoelJoi......

To a new, Loving, Christian Church.....

Where she will meet and make new and wonderful Christian friends....

And to also open another door.....

To a new job.....

Where NoelJoi can use her gift, talents, and experience....

To save souls....

Please....

Let Your Heavenly, Loving, Sweet, Will Be Done.....

According To Your Loving Will and Timing......

"In The Name Of Jesus Christ!"

AMEN!

"Make Me a Loving Channel of Your Sweet Peace!"

"Sweetest, Loving, Daddy God!"

 

[Gregory Thompson]

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Continued prayers that the Father reveal His love to your heart where you feel unloved .

 

[ForeverHopeful]

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Continued prayers that the Father reveal His love to your heart where you feel unloved .

Father, I pray in agreement with this loving prayer. Nothing is too hard for you and I know you can change things in just one minute if we ask, trust and believel you will. In Jesus name I pray for THY perfect will for you know and want what is best. Give our sister strength, comfort, wisdom and guidance during her wait for your will. Thank you for this and for ALL you do, AMEN