I don't believe without proof, because i have proof, at least for myself
There's no such thing as "personal" proof that you can't share with anyone.
The entire point of proof/evidence is that you can share it with others to support your case.
If you can't, then all you have is a belief.
I'm pretty sure my senses are not lying to me
How are you sure about that?
Just to put this in perspective with an extreme example..... your average schizofrenic also is pretty sure that his senses aren't lying to him. So sure that he'll happily comply with the voices in his head saying he should kill his three children.
So, how do you know that your senses aren't playing tricks on you?
I mean, it's not really a secret that senses fail all the time....
Just go to google and type "optical illusion" and click on "images".
You'll see PLENTY of examples of your senses being wrong.
It's not exactly uncommon.......................
, and what i have experienced is real, i bet my life on it.
Funny that you say that you'ld bet your life on it.
It instantly reminded me of the ultimate life-bet: the suicide bomber.
He's pretty sure as well. He's ACTUALLY betting his life on it.
So clearly, it's quite possible to be very very sure about something, to the point that you're even willing to sacrifice your life for it, while being very very wrong about it, right?
Or do you also believe that these bombers are now in paradise living in a golden castle filled with 72 virgins?
But right, is difficult to just believe a random guy telling you this.
I'ld say it is downright impossible.
If you are interested in searching for God
To be honest.... Not more then you are interested in finding Thor.
(which is the most important thing in life)
According to your a priori religious beliefs, that I don't share.
look for him yourself maybe you won't get dissapointed if you invest in it.
Why would I look for your God and not Allah, Visjnoe, Quetzalcoatl, Thor, Odin, Ra, Zeus, ............ or any of the hundreds / thousands of other gods that have been claimed by mankind?
In any case, I've read the bible (and the quran) and concluded it's nonsense from front to back. I don't see how it would be different reading it again - the texts didn't change. Likely it will be even worse, since since then, I've learned a lot more and understand even more how it's nonsense.
I'm sorry, but the ship of Abrahamic gods has already sailed away.
Unless new evidence/data comes up that warrants a second (third, actually) look, I don't see why I would bother. Seems like a gigantic waste of time.
I mean... without new ground breaking evidence:
- Geographers won't be given Flat Earth Theory a second look...
- Astronomers won't be giving astrology or geocentrism a second look...
- Biologists won't be giving creationism a second look...
- ... etc
Why should religion be any different?
Nothing changed since the last time I looked into it.