I don't hate the Body and Blood. I believe in the Real Presence.
I know

I did not mean you in particular. But rather a hypothetical person.
It's some of the other doctrines I have a problem with. I see certain beliefs go directly against the Bible and you know what? This will always be the fight between prots and C's as it has been for centuries...who are the better Christians, whose alligned more closely to christ and on and on. This is what happens when we don't focus on the Lord such as I am doing right now.
I don't understand..
who asked if Catholics or Protestants are the better Christians or more aligned to Christ? Didn't I say in my other post that there are Protestants who are better Christians than me? I never talked about people, I talked about doctrines.
In fact......it is usually the Catholics who say that Protestants can be saved and know the Lord etc... some (evangelical) Protestants I've met,
not all of course, but a number of them (like at GT), don't even consider us to be Christians and think we worship idols and that our prayers are meaningless rituals. The Catholics usually talk about Protestant doctrine though, not about Protestants themselves.
It upsets you? It upsets me and as i always say it makes me so angry that people don't get this, get that those who are not catholic love Christ just as much as catholics do. Like I said, I can't for the life of me call mary my co-redemptrix. That's just one example.
again, I don't understand at all... where did I say that non Catholics don't love Jesus.. did anyone say this at all?
I really don't care who thinks i'm damned or a lesser christian because I'm not RC.
who said you are damned or lesser Christian? didn't I actually say the opposite?
"lesser Christian" yes, because I'm not partaking of the precious gift of the Body and Blood I don't have the fulness.
firstly.. "lesser Christian" refers to how one practices their faith. I never told you in all my life that you practice your faith less than Catholics or love God less than Catholics. I hope you do realize that I've actually said something quite different.
Secondly, what I was actually referring to is fullness of faith. This is not related at all to personal devotion to Christ or "how much" of a Christian they are. A Christian is defined by their love for God. Fulness of faith refers to doctrine and truth. If I believe that the Catholic Church has the correct doctrine and truth, it logically follows that those outside of it do not.. but again, this doesn't make them "lesser Christians", rather it makes them people who are maybe missing out on a couple of things that are in the Church, such as the Sacraments.
I do believe the Eucharist is important. I can't deny this, or I would feel like I'm denying my Lord. He made it very clear how much He wants us to receive Him in Communion in John 6, even to the point of giving warnings. Personally, and - I'm not telling you to think this way but rather just giving my own opinion - if the Church taught something I consider heretical yet was the only one with the Eucharist, I'd still join it. If you don't feel comfortable doing that, oki. Obviously people have different perspectives. I understand that you don't agree with some Catholic doctrines and this is what is keeping you from coming back to the Church and to Communion. The only thing I can tell you there is to pray and seek God's will. There are many doctrines which I thought were heretical that I no longer consider so.
Yet I know c's that go to communion and don't even believe in half the doctrine. They practice birth control etc. so that makes them more of a christian? This is exactly why I can't commit fully to the catholic church.
because of others?

why stop yourself from joining because of what some are doing? People are not perfect.. some of the people at my parish don't even genuflect when they enter but all we can do is pray for them and show them God's love..
I know Jesus loves me, we are ALL part of His church. Jesus is enough for me. I've clung to Him since I was fourteen years old. he was all I had. My mom committed suicide, my dad was an alcholic. nobody is going to tell me I don't have the fulness of Christ. I will fight tooth and nail against such a ridiculous notion. It's not my fault if I can't accept every point of doctrine BECAUSE I can't in good conscience. This doesn't mean that I hate mary or the Body and the Blood.
can you tell I'm angry? You bet!
Now I've said too much.
I'm very sorry that you feel upset.

I'm also very sorry about your family, that must have been horrible

look sister do you know how I feel, I feel like all I have is Jesus too. And I've felt this way for years. I've struggled with depression, self harm, I've had a terrible childhood too and I have some emotional problems resulting from that. (but I think your situation was worse, I don't know how I'd go on if that was me). I'm not saying this to say "look at me poor monica", but rather to make my next point, which is - I never expected to be loved like God loves me, and this is all that really matters in my life. And the reason I feel so strongly about the Eucharist is because that is where He's physically present, I can go to Adoration and that's the ONLY place I've ever felt peace in my life. This is what I looked for all the time when I was a Protestant, I prayed for it, and I believe with all my heart that when I'll receive the Eucharist I'll be closest to Him that I can be here on earth. I'm not saying this to insult anyone. I'm saying it because it means a lot to me. I'm waiting for this every day. And I don't blame Protestants for not believing in it, but I do feel sad for them that they do not. Because I wish everyone did, since this is God's will.