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Today at my church, we had over 80 people get baptized -- it was amazing to hear the stories and what not.
At first, i thought i wanted to email one of the pastors at my church about this but, decided against it for now.
I've been a christian for almost 12 years now. I have never gotten baptized yet and, inwardly, i honestly just don't feel the need to do so.
Why do churches place such a heavy emphasis on baptism? I mean, baptism doesn't making you saved. I know that I am saved w/o bein baptized and I know baptism is a way to publicly announce your faith but, I've already publicly announced my faith many times both to christians and non christians, but, what's the point in baptism?
The pastors at my church were so excited to hear that 80 people signed up to be baptized. I say, ok, whoopee, good for them -- In the past, i had even prayed about baptism for myself but, never got any answers or what not, so, i just let that part go. Yes, it is nice to hear how God is working in people's lives -- it's interesting but, I am not so sure I'd want to share my testimony in front of 300-500 people at my church most of whom i don't know. I just shared my testimony on this forum in the testimonies area -- my testimony n the way i became a christian was very very difficult n i really wouldn't want to share that w/ so many people. That's 1 of the other things that's keeping me away from bein baptized but, the fact that i don't feel the need for it, is also there.
Now, i don't think this has to do w/ baptism, however, over the past few days, my heart just doesn't feel w/ God -- i feel like my heart is running away from him, however, my prayers are running towards him -- does that make Any sense?!? i don't feel as near to God as i should be -- i feel like i'm almost going back to where i was before i became a christian n i'm feeling lost/separated a bit, but, i haven't moved anywhere. My prayers are solid n consistent n i usually pray about other people over myself bc to me, others matter more then myself. But, why have i been feeling this way? i feel so distant and just feel like i'm goin thru a rough patch. I just don't kno what to do.
At first, i thought i wanted to email one of the pastors at my church about this but, decided against it for now.
I've been a christian for almost 12 years now. I have never gotten baptized yet and, inwardly, i honestly just don't feel the need to do so.
Why do churches place such a heavy emphasis on baptism? I mean, baptism doesn't making you saved. I know that I am saved w/o bein baptized and I know baptism is a way to publicly announce your faith but, I've already publicly announced my faith many times both to christians and non christians, but, what's the point in baptism?
The pastors at my church were so excited to hear that 80 people signed up to be baptized. I say, ok, whoopee, good for them -- In the past, i had even prayed about baptism for myself but, never got any answers or what not, so, i just let that part go. Yes, it is nice to hear how God is working in people's lives -- it's interesting but, I am not so sure I'd want to share my testimony in front of 300-500 people at my church most of whom i don't know. I just shared my testimony on this forum in the testimonies area -- my testimony n the way i became a christian was very very difficult n i really wouldn't want to share that w/ so many people. That's 1 of the other things that's keeping me away from bein baptized but, the fact that i don't feel the need for it, is also there.
Now, i don't think this has to do w/ baptism, however, over the past few days, my heart just doesn't feel w/ God -- i feel like my heart is running away from him, however, my prayers are running towards him -- does that make Any sense?!? i don't feel as near to God as i should be -- i feel like i'm almost going back to where i was before i became a christian n i'm feeling lost/separated a bit, but, i haven't moved anywhere. My prayers are solid n consistent n i usually pray about other people over myself bc to me, others matter more then myself. But, why have i been feeling this way? i feel so distant and just feel like i'm goin thru a rough patch. I just don't kno what to do.