The only "alien" thing in our discussions is your obvious disdain of the truth of the word of God. All you've got are your unstable emotions.
I would like to point out the futility of this point. Emotions in summary say, things are ok, or action is required. Fear is fight or flight response. They are like a gun, used in the wrong way do harm to the person holding them. Imagine an armory with loaded weapons, going off all the time. It would be best to close the door and stay away.
Thus speaks the logical rational person. It is all so unstable and unpredictable we just need to be saved from it.
Here is God, the Lord of all, come to man with healing, peace, joy, patience, kindness, self control. To believe He did not come to make safe the armory, to put in its right place the firing off of emotional desires and responses, is to miss His power and gospel. Is it easier to believe He can forgive our sins, raise the dead, provide us with eternal life and exclude Him from our hearts?
He is the healer and sets the prisoner free. His truth rules us within, and puts in its place all our feelings and responses, so the armory is an ordered controlled and appropriate place, with the Holy Spirit reigning from on High. This is the source of the streams of living water, eternal love that conquers all, the strength to conquer mountains and delve the deepest sea.
But we learn by application and obeying, not by just believing and hoping. In obedience we learn how our emotions respond, and then to apply Christs love and perspective so our emotions fall into line. Emotions are our servants not our master.
Jesus put it like this
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
John 14:27
The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness and self-control Gal 5:22
From our hearts we learn through obedience and behaviour.
When you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
Matt 6:3
When you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
Matt 6:6
Store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Matt 6:19-21
Our hearts are who we are. So desire good things, things of heaven, things that will last to eternity, and know this is the way of the Kingdom.
The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light.
Matt 6:22
Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.
Phil 4:8