fear

  1. DeerGlow

    Impulsive thoughts scaring me

    I keep having the thoughts popping into my head about the mark of the beast. All these thoughts about the things the beast will do like ending wars, I had a thought creep in about "that's nice he's ending all wars" I don't want l go to hell with that horrible mark but I keep having thoughts and...
  2. Unreal

    Unreal

    I was nearly sick this morning, and around that time I got this alert. I set YouVersion verse of the day as a 7:00 alarm to make sure if I turned off my normal alarms I'd wake up to that (although my hearing is a little messed up right now) and an image of the day at like 8:30 or something (but...
  3. Christsfreeservant

    They Rise Up

    Friday, April 21, 2017, 9:09 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Why are You Afraid?” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Acts 4:23-31 (NIV). On their release, Peter and John went back to their own people and reported all that the chief priests and the elders had said to them...
  4. Christsfreeservant

    Why Are You Afraid?

    Many throughout the world are presently being severely persecuted for their faith in Jesus Christ and for their testimonies for the gospel of Jesus Christ. Numerous saints of God are being martyred because they refuse to deny the name of Jesus Christ, they refuse to bow to the world’s system...
  5. DeerGlow

    Stuck in the middle

    I want to read more and become one of those great apologeticists that has an answer for like everything but I'm also terrified of not being saved and being rejected or blinded by God so that I cannot be saved because He simply doesn't want me anymore (blasphemy, apostasy, mark of the beast....)...
  6. Haley009

    Am I experieincing derealization/depersonalization or fear??

    Hey everyone. I have been dealing with anxiety on and off ever since Christmas last year. I am under a lot of stress and I think thats where it stems from. I’ve also noticed that it seems to be higher closer to that time of the month for me. I will have really good days that feel like I’m coming...
  7. LukewarmLex

    No Love For God

    I cannot honestly say I love God. I feel like my only motive for pursuing him is in attempt to get saved from hellfire. Instead, I have built up resentment for him in my heart. I feel like he has selfishly cursed humans into a life of suffering so he can demonstrate his greatness. I feel like...
  8. DeerGlow

    Me again

    I'd like to ask for prayers for mercy again. It's pretty clear but I'll recap for people who don't know me: My biggest fear is that through apostasy (Hebrews 6:4-6, and idolatry passages/straying), selling my soul (Mark 8:36), or the unpardonable sin (Blasphemy of the HS Matthew 12, Mark 3...
  9. DeerGlow

    No Assurance

    A lot of people already know but, I struggle with impulsive thoughts and fear of having committed the unpardonable sin, by apostasy (Hebrews 6:4-6, had a period of strong doubts and depression leading me to call myself atheist and Taoist for a while) or blasphemy (cursing and blasphemy against...
  10. DeerGlow

    Resentful thoughts

    There are times where I feel so abandoned by God. I have questioned God and had thoughts of cursing Him and giving up trying. It's such an uphill battle for me. Like trying to climb a mountain with my feet chained to two trucks. It's hard not to feel like 1984. Like I had one bad thought. I did...
  11. DeerGlow

    Consistent panic

    I have had panic attacks but not like this. I feel that buzzing sensation in my arms a lot, and I'm scared. What can you do to make them not be so intense?
  12. C

    Why do some Christians act so hostile toward questions?

    It seems like often when doubters/agnostics/atheists present questions or problems to Christians, some get hostile. They say that they're trying to spread deceit, that they aren't true Christians, that doubting is dangerous, that they'll go to hell, etc. Why do many seem so afraid to question...
  13. DeerGlow

    Communion

    I'm baptist, so we don't do communion often, only I'm afraid it's coming soon. I know about 1 Corinthians 11:27, eating unworthily makes you guilty of sinning against Jesus, some people say makes you guilty of Jesus's death, as the people who actually beat Him on the cross were. I'm afraid of...
  14. DeerGlow

    On the radio...

    I heard this song. Not making it up. It describes a woman with tear-stained eyes. She feels utterly defeated, and unlovable, asking "How did I end up here/get like this?" Might have said if she can ever return. Idk maybe that was reading myself into her but it was more... seemed like someone...
  15. DeerGlow

    Please pray for me

    I know some people have seen my featured threads already but I just can't not worry about it. I am afraid I have irrevocably sold my soul (I don't want to but I said that I did with the Names of the Trinity and said irrevocably I want to cancel it out but I don't know if I can) and I am afraid...
  16. Christsfreeservant

    Firm in Faith

    Sunday, March 19, 2017, 3:36 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Full Release.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Isaiah 7:1-9 (ESV). Waging War (vv. 1-2) In the days of Ahaz the son of Jotham, son of Uzziah, king of Judah, Rezin the king of Syria and Pekah the son of...
  17. mikechristianforumsusr

    How to handle fear and worry day to day

    Christ tells us that faith conquers fear and worry; that we need not fear or worry if we have faith and trust in him. I haven't had much to fear or worry about in my life until recently and now I am finding it very difficult to deal with. Because I have fears or worry does that mean I don't...
  18. Christsfreeservant

    Write These Things

    Saturday, March 4, 2017, 9:22 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “When I Am Afraid.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Revelation 1 (NASB). A Fellow Partaker (vv. 9-11) I, John, your brother and fellow partaker in the tribulation and kingdom and perseverance which are in...
  19. Christsfreeservant

    As He Is

    Tuesday, February 28, 2017, 9:30 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read 1 John 4 (Select vv. NASB). Test the Spirits (vv. 1-6) Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from...
  20. Bridgida

    You Have This As Well?

    Apart from hearing voices, which in my case are under controll. When I am off from work, I am scared. I have to go out or phone to pay some bills or to better organise my bills, which for me are of course a struggle. It scares me. Today the weather was nice but cold, I did the laundry and that...