DeerGlow

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I'd like to ask for prayers for mercy again. It's pretty clear but I'll recap for people who don't know me:

My biggest fear is that through apostasy (Hebrews 6:4-6, and idolatry passages/straying), selling my soul (Mark 8:36), or the unpardonable sin (Blasphemy of the HS Matthew 12, Mark 3, Luke 12) I have lost my salvation or been proven unsaved and now cannot be saved. I fear God hates me. A praise song came on my SoundCloud playlist when I was cleaning and it just made me cry because I think He will reject and hurt me. And the devil is trying to lure me to his side... make it like God's the enemy (He's not, I know fault is with me) and I feel like I'm losing everything.
 

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I may have felt the same way in my past. Had strong feelings that I would not make it to heaven. Thought God was going to harm, and condemn me to hell. I had just come to the Lord, a new believer. Other Christians at my church assured me that I couldn't lose my eternal salvation. Eventually realized that I am saved forever thanks to Jesus, even if I feel the opposite.

I will pray for you, also for anyone else.

Thank you for the blessings.
 
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I read this a minute ago and thought of you. Lovely Psalm.


Psalms 130 Out of the depths I have cried to You, O Lord;
2 Lord, hear my voice!
Let Your ears be attentive
To the voice of my supplications.
3 If You, Lord, should mark iniquities,
O Lord, who could stand?
4 But there is forgiveness with You,
That You may be feared.
5 I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,
And in His word I do hope.
6 My soul waits for the Lord
More than those who watch for the morning—
Yes, more than those who watch for the morning.
7 O Israel, hope in the Lord;
For with the Lord there is mercy,
And with Him is abundant redemption.
8 And He shall redeem Israel
From all his iniquities.
 
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