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  1. Gingerine

    Advice?

    I was soo happy yesterday! Well I fell back down. I scheduled an appointment with a therapist but I am upset with myself. What happened was this, I was struck by the worry that my hobbies were idolatry because I had spent several weeks worrying about whether I could use them, whether I loved...
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    I had a breakthrough!

    Everyone, I watched a great sermon today and I've feeling two Bible verses pressed on my heart. The verse about fools being right in their own eyes, Proverbs 12:15 and the verse where Paul encourages his readers not to go beyond what is written 1 Cor 4:6 I feel that God has shown me that I don't...
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    How to deal with OCD that feels like God?

    I want to beat this ocd but my question is how do I conquer it when it tries to act like God is telling me these things? How do I beat it without feeling like I'm breaking God's heart?
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    Very worried again

    I was reading about doubt yesterday and stumbled across James 4:4, that talked about friendship with the world and I panicked. All those fears I had about my other issues were dredged up. I keep thinking that by worrying about not being able to do the things OCD tells me I can't do like, write...
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    Afraid of idolatry again

    Hi again, I haven't been here for a while my journey with ocd has been going well mostly, but recently I've been trying to get back into my work as a novelist and I was struck my a thought that paralyzed me. When I was a child I used to spend so much time daydreaming and making up stories. I...
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    Worrying I have to give up something in order for God to keep me and my family safe.

    Hi everyone, I've been feeling mostly better these days, thank God. But today I was praying and I asked God to keep me and family members safe and I felt like God was telling me He would ONLY keep me and family members safe if I stopped writing and thinking about one of my book characters. I...
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    Will God punish me for negative feelings?

    Hi everyone, This is difficult for me. Right now I am struggling with my emotions in particularly I am afraid that I may be embarrassed of Jesus somehow. Sometimes when I think of Him or talking about Him I will get a strange feeling in my stomach and I think "Oh this is embarrassment" then I...
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    AccidentaldoublepostWill God punish me for negative feelings?

    Hi everyone, This is difficult for me. Right now I am struggling with my emotions in particularly I am afraid that I may be embarrassed of Jesus somehow. Sometimes when I think of Him or talking about Him I will get a strange feeling in my stomach and I think "Oh this is embarrassment" then I...
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    Worried about the type of condemnation Romans 13 was speaking of

    I was reading Romans 1e yesterday and came upon the part about condemnation. does this mean people can go to hell for breaking the law? Or does it mean earthly punishment I am trying not to worry about it, I try to keep the law
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    Why do I see and hear my fears everywhere?

    Hi everyone, I had a bad bout recently but I think Ive been doing better but one of main problems is that when I am worried about something or trying to convince myself that my worry is not real I hear "trigger" words everywhere. For example this month I have been worried about going to hell...
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    Question about Sleepovers

    Hi, I've been doing a lot better these days, thank God! But I've been struggling with a question of mine for a few days. Would it be a sin for me to share a bed with a same-sex friend for like a sleepover or something? I read somewhere that the word homosexuality(the Hebrew one) has two parts...
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    I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts please help I'm scared!

    I don't want to die, but I keep feeling like it would be easier to be dead than dealing with my constant doubts, but I really don't want to die. I've been struggling with thinking daydreaming is a sin now even though I use it to craft ideas for my books and stories and I try to glorify God...
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    Problem with "choosing"

    Last night I encountered a problem, I was afraid that I had chosen world building(for my stories) over Jesus I toldb myself this was not true and that I chose Jesus. So of course my thoughts went ahead and told me if that was true then I can't world build at all if I chose Jesus over it, I don't...
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    Does God care if we like flawed fictional characters?

    Hello! Happy Sunday! I have a question that I've been worrying about for a bit. I like to read and watch a lot of fiction (mostly younger kids books and shows) and I was wondering if for instance one of the characters has a problem with lying will God be angry with me if I like them but don't...
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    would this be giving up a blessing?

    HI again, I've run into another problem. A few months ago I got a parrot, I prayed that I would get a male parrot so it would talk I looked around and found one reasonably priced and I bought him/her. I think it may be a girl due to behavior and coloration but I don't mind, it is such a sweet...
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    Sometimes I feel like I need to give something up to show God I care

    Is this true? Sometimes I think that to prove to God that I love Him or to show Him that I truly love him I need to sacrifice something I like, for instance a television show, reading a book I like or writing about a story I spent a lot of time developing. sometimes I also feel like I need to...
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    what to do when you have doubting thoughts?

    HI, I recently I asked God for something and keep finding myself having doubting thoughts and anxiety, I repent when I have these feelings but I don't know if I need to reask God for my request in order for it to valid or just keep believing that God will fulfill my original request. What should...
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    Is this from God or me? please help me!

    I'm finding myself struggling again and I have a question. I keep thinking God is telling me (verbally in my head) to give up something like creative writing I haven't gotten a clear answer as to why I should do this, so I asked God if He wants me to give it up and I hear "of course not." then...
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    Letters to myself that hopefully can help someone else too.

    I hope this is okay to post here, I never thought I would ever post something so personal, I write these letters when I have struggles I can’t sort out in my head, I don’t talk people about my OCD often because it often centers around things I know most people will think is silly, but to me they...
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    Worried about what I can eat on a "sweets" fast.

    Hello again and sorry to come back on such a bad note again. But a few days ago, I decided to stop eating sweets for a few days. I told God I would try to not eat them for him, originally I planned on just not eating candy and such. But somehow it extended to all sweet things, including natural...