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    Will the coronavirus vaccine be the mark of the beast?

    Will the corona virus vaccine be the mark of the beast? My anxiety is really bad. I don’t want to accidentally take the mark. I want to be with God in Heaven!
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    Scared of the mark of the beast

    With everything that's going on, I am scared of the Mark of the Beast. I heard some people actually think the whole wearing masks thing is mark of the beast? I sincerely hope it's not because then I am screwed. I am scared that when the Anti Christ comes I won't recognize it and I'll be...
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    Am. So. Annoyed!

    I believe in Christ for eternal life. I look to Him alone- not my faith, my prayers, whatever. I throw myself on His mercy as the only thing that can save me. I acknowledge I am a sinner and repent from trusting in my own works to save me. Because apparently I STILL can’t get it right...
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    Is it bad that I prayed when I accepted Christ?

    Is it bad that I prayed when I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior as well as His sacrifice for my sins and resurrection? It is an outward manifestation of an inward belief. I've actually had someone tell me that it was bad that I prayed when I received Christ.
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    I feel like God wouldn't want to hear from me

    I feel like God wouldn't want to hear from me, as I talk to Him the most when I am having a hard time or stressed out. I don't talk to Him just to talk to Him, as sometimes I don't really have anything to say, and I know I should talk with Him more. Especially now with all the changes coming up...
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    Lonely

    Since I have a disability, I am on SSI and can't work full time. I am in a day program for people with disabilities that helps us get jobs in the community, although I haven't been able to attend after an illness that led to a lengthy hospital stay. I consider myself high functioning, but...
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    Scared

    Someone posted something about how we are in the Mark of the Beast phase along with a video from YouTube. I didn’t watch the video because my anxiety gets really bad. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder so I get anxious over everything and I hate. It affected my life horribly before I got...
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    I need to talk to someone

    For a while, I've been experiencing back pain-about three weeks now- although I've had this type of pain before. I had a consultation with a physical therapist on Friday and will actually start on Tuesday. On top of that, I am having almost constant daily headaches. Nothing new there as I've...
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    Are there ANY happy marriages?

    Are there any happy marriages? Being single I am beginning to doubt that there are. Most marriages end in divorce. and I am seeing more and more on here women posting about being in unhappy marriages and the husband is controlling and abusive. (This is not at anyone in particular I am just...
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    Worried someone won't want me.

    I'll be 29 in July and would eventually like to marry. But I am worried that no man will want me because I have a disability. And my disability isn't something noticeable. Most of the things I struggle with are due to premature birth: difficulty with math and other developmental disabilities, as...
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    I want to hurt myself

    I want to hurt myself after a long time free. Today is a day when having a disability is really getting to me. I try to believe God had good in mind when I was born so early, but when I’ll need some type of support for the rest of my life and will never be able to live completely independently...
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    Just tired

    As I've stated in other posts, I live with my Mom due to disability. She has depression that she is not seeking help for, nor taking medication for, even though she said she would go to the doctor and ask about getting medication. She's tense all the time and it's affecting me too. No matter...
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    Angry

    The Christian attitude towards mental illness is terrible. Post something about depression, OCD, or another disorder, and you'll often get the typical "you don't have enough faith." response. Well that's not what faith is. It's believing God will be with you regardless and even if He doesn't...
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    I am hard on myself

    I am really hard on myself in everything. I am a perfectionist, especially in things I like to do. One of my passions is archery and it doesn’t feel fun anymore. I have a coach so I am going to express my concerns to her at our next lesson. Easy answer is to quit. But I can’t. I love archery...
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    I don't know what to do

    I've always had fatigue due to health issues from premature birth. I also have depression which can cause fatigue, but I am on Wellbutrin for it. Lately, I haven't' been sleeping well. I don't go to bed late. On weekdays I go to bed at 9. But sleep has been hit or miss. Some nights I sleep...
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    who God is.

    I am not sure about God, who He is. I thought He was loving and merciful, but also just. Now I am questioning that because of some of the very black-and-white thinking of some on CF. God is made out to be judgmental and condemning. Someone who divorces their spouse apparently can't remarry and...
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    I am tired of hearing this.

    If you are struggling due to things in life, apparently it's because you lack faith. -_- That seems to be the go to answer whenever anyone admits they're struggling. Or maybe you're just human and we live in a fallen world where God never promised us sunshine and rainbows. As someone who has an...
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    How has God helped you?

    In regards to your OCD, how has God helped you? In addition violent/harm thoughts, I also have Scrupulosity, my main doubt being doubting my salvation. I've also obsessed over blaspheming the Holy Spirit. The obsession of doubting my salvation is the worst; some people believe God either...
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    Do other people make you feel anxious?

    Do other people make you feel anxious, specifically other believers? I am in a program for adults with disabilities. The job coach I had today was like this. She's a believer, as am I, and feels very strongly about some things I do not. She made feel very tense the entire day. I physically felt...
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    Harming again

    Due to stress from a recent move, I've started harming again and have bruises on my legs. My Mom is stressed from the move and I am convinced she's depressed. She's having emotional break downs and I think that is what is making me want to hurt myself. I have depression as well. I love her but...