So scared that I may have cancer
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Lord, send any healing she needs and let her not have any worry. Lift any worry from her shoulders and show her you are listening to her, that you will be there every step of the way. I pray for this, in Jesus name, Amen.
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Loving Father Above, I come before You to pray for Susie-Q, unknown to me but not to You. Merciful God, This woman has had to be tested for cancer, Great Creator, and I earnestly pray that this cup will pass from her even as Jesus asked that a cup be passed from Him. I am certain this woman, your child and one of Your sheep, would say the same thing as her Lord and Savior who is our example that "Thy will be done" no matter what. I pray that You will touch her with Your healing, gentle hand and she may have no cancer. I pray for You to comfort her even as You always comfort us. I ask that You renew her spirit as she has great fear - even as all mortals do. Help her Father Above to face whatever comes from the test and to trust in Your great love for her. In Jesus name I pray. So be it.
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I join my sisters and brothers today on the forum and pray for you;
Eternal Lord, I pray for Healing, Comfort and Strength,
In the name of our Lord Jesus. Amen
Eternal Lord, I pray for Healing, Comfort and Strength,
In the name of our Lord Jesus. Amen
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Thank you all for your prayers, I could feel them when I walked in to the office, I felt comfort and serene. You are all so precious to me.
Sorry I did not write earlier, I was out of town after the appointment, we went to Christchurch to do some things and to visit Steve's dad. We normally get home late when we do that.
Well, the appointment was OK, but really, I do not know anything more than I did when I went in.
She wants to wait n the CA125 test, she said if she did it to me now, it would only reinforce my fear of cancer. I disagree, but whatever. She did some other tests to rule out bacterial infections, and wants me to take an antibiotic that kills parasites and bacteria. Well, I am not going to take it, the side effects are way to dangerous and it actually can cause the exact symptoms and problems that she is trying to kill. It is called Flagyl, and I understand in Great Britain, it was discontinued. I did take one, I took it with food as you must take it that way, I got so light headed, I thought my head would fly off, and, I had not even read the side-effects, so, it was not my imagination. So, I have been pretty down all day, I still do not know what is wrong, although, the pain was gone all day today, but, that does not necessarily mean anything good either. I just feel so frustrated.
I am to call her Monday for the results of the swabs. Actually, this drug I was prescribed, says it should never be taken unless it is absolutely necessary, well, she was just guessing I needed it, we won't know until we get the swab results back. If I do not have an infection, and I still hurt, then she will do the CA125 test, she said, that it could come back positive even if I do not have cancer, it seems to pick up other abnormalities as well. UGH. She does not think I have cancer by the way I described the symptoms and the lack of symptoms that would point to having cancer. So, that is good to know at least, but, I am still worried, and she knows that, she knows me well enough already to tell when I will worry.
I like her, she is a good nurse, but, just not for me maybe. I mean, it takes a special doctor to really understand and prescribe for me. I am sort of thinking of maybe going home earlier than May if I can not get good results here. I don't know.
Anyway, that is all I know for now. Thanks for your prayers, I will keep you posted as I find out more.
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Sorry I did not write earlier, I was out of town after the appointment, we went to Christchurch to do some things and to visit Steve's dad. We normally get home late when we do that.
Well, the appointment was OK, but really, I do not know anything more than I did when I went in.
She wants to wait n the CA125 test, she said if she did it to me now, it would only reinforce my fear of cancer. I disagree, but whatever. She did some other tests to rule out bacterial infections, and wants me to take an antibiotic that kills parasites and bacteria. Well, I am not going to take it, the side effects are way to dangerous and it actually can cause the exact symptoms and problems that she is trying to kill. It is called Flagyl, and I understand in Great Britain, it was discontinued. I did take one, I took it with food as you must take it that way, I got so light headed, I thought my head would fly off, and, I had not even read the side-effects, so, it was not my imagination. So, I have been pretty down all day, I still do not know what is wrong, although, the pain was gone all day today, but, that does not necessarily mean anything good either. I just feel so frustrated. I am to call her Monday for the results of the swabs. Actually, this drug I was prescribed, says it should never be taken unless it is absolutely necessary, well, she was just guessing I needed it, we won't know until we get the swab results back. If I do not have an infection, and I still hurt, then she will do the CA125 test, she said, that it could come back positive even if I do not have cancer, it seems to pick up other abnormalities as well. UGH. She does not think I have cancer by the way I described the symptoms and the lack of symptoms that would point to having cancer. So, that is good to know at least, but, I am still worried, and she knows that, she knows me well enough already to tell when I will worry.
I like her, she is a good nurse, but, just not for me maybe. I mean, it takes a special doctor to really understand and prescribe for me. I am sort of thinking of maybe going home earlier than May if I can not get good results here. I don't know.
Anyway, that is all I know for now. Thanks for your prayers, I will keep you posted as I find out more.
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Susie
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Thank you all for your prayers, I could feel them when I walked in to the office, I felt comfort and serene. You are all so precious to me.
Sorry I did not write earlier, I was out of town after the appointment, we went to Christchurch to do some things and to visit Steve's dad. We normally get home late when we do that.
Well, the appointment was OK, but really, I do not know anything more than I did when I went in.
I am to call her Monday for the results of the swabs. Actually, this drug I was prescribed, says it should never be taken unless it is absolutely necessary, well, she was just guessing I needed it, we won't know until we get the swab results back. If I do not have an infection, and I still hurt, then she will do the CA125 test, she said, that it could come back positive even if I do not have cancer, it seems to pick up other abnormalities as well. UGH. She does not think I have cancer by the way I described the symptoms and the lack of symptoms that would point to having cancer. So, that is good to know at least, but, I am still worried, and she knows that, she knows me well enough already to tell when I will worry.
I like her, she is a good nurse, but, just not for me maybe. I mean, it takes a special doctor to really understand and prescribe for me. I am sort of thinking of maybe going home earlier than May if I can not get good results here. I don't know.
Anyway, that is all I know for now. Thanks for your prayers, I will keep you posted as I find out more.
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Susie
make sure you drink a full glass of water, nobody wants to see you down we all love you. Of course always in our prayers GOD will surely light the way
yes a specialist is always necessary in a certain type of field
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Well, once again, now I know why I do not tell folks here my problems or fears, they do not care.
Steve had been hounding me to tell his elder friends, Gwen and Peter, my health issues and fears, well, Gwen came by and I told her, man, she acted like she could have cared less. I was so hurt. It is always like this. I told Steve that he could just forget me ever sharing with them again; of course he took up for them and said I had to understand that that is the Kiwi way, I say it is bull crap, I have seen now they sympathize with him. I tell you, I hate it here more by the day. NO ONE, not ONE gives a crap about me.
Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest, it just happened an hour ago.
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Well, once again, now I know why I do not tell folks here my problems or fears, they do not care.
Steve had been hounding me to tell his elder friends, Gwen and Peter, my health issues and fears, well, Gwen came by and I told her, man, she acted like she could have cared less. I was so hurt. It is always like this. I told Steve that he could just forget me ever sharing with them again; of course he took up for them and said I had to understand that that is the Kiwi way, I say it is bull crap, I have seen now they sympathize with him. I tell you, I hate it here more by the day. NO ONE, not ONE gives a crap about me.
Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest, it just happened an hour ago.
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I'm so sorry you're hurting Susie. Would you believe that yesterday I spent almost an hour balling my eyes out and now I can't even remember what I was crying about? (It was a lot of things but when I try to really think back on it I can't tap into those emotions anymore.) God is good like that. As a new believer who's finding her way in all this, I love hearing how good God is, it will never get old. Even though you feel like nobody cares know that God does.
For me one of the things I've been doing is reading scriptures about God's love. There's actually a bible plan I've been reading on bible.com that's made up of this. I've been meditating on these scriptures repeating the silently or out loud though out the day. God's love can cast all out fear.
Also when I started to worry I saw a scripture on this website I was on. Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 At first I kept wondering things like how am I suppose to do that and then finally I said, "Okay, Lord I'll rest in you." And whatever was bothering me I stopped holding on to it and I let it go.
Anyway, I'm praying for you.
For me one of the things I've been doing is reading scriptures about God's love. There's actually a bible plan I've been reading on bible.com that's made up of this. I've been meditating on these scriptures repeating the silently or out loud though out the day. God's love can cast all out fear.
Also when I started to worry I saw a scripture on this website I was on. Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 At first I kept wondering things like how am I suppose to do that and then finally I said, "Okay, Lord I'll rest in you." And whatever was bothering me I stopped holding on to it and I let it go.
Anyway, I'm praying for you.
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Thanks again dear ones, I so appreciate it.
Well, once again, now I know why I do not tell folks here my problems or fears, they do not care.(I know what you mean until I proved them wrong with actual documentation then they where oh I was on your side the whole time, but GOD BLESS them)
Steve(a hopeful man) had been hounding me to tell his elder friends, Gwen and Peter, my health issues and fears, well, Gwen came by and I told her,(I'm sorry that people took it as less than a grain, that is the failure to hear with the heart I was talking about) man, she acted like she could have cared less.(they dont understand the gravity of how this is your life changing in the now, and that you were offering to make them a part of your new life, its there lost of a kind tender soul)I was so hurt. It is always like this. I told Steve that he could just forget me ever sharing with them again;(your heart does not deserve to suffer) of course he stook up for them and said I had to understand that that is the Kiwi way,(how sad it is to say,may we let us pray for him) I say it is bull crap, I have seen now they sympathize with him. I tell you, I hate it here more by the day. NO ONE, not ONE gives a crap about me.
Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest, it just happened an hour ago.
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Susie
praying that Steve will learn to refind that light hidden in your soul, for it is safe with us in JESUS name amen
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