Alright well for about the past month I've been doubting the existence of God and these doubts have been making me think how could God be real? I'm so exhausted I'm constantly praying and doing any other thing I can to make these doubts go away. This needs to be over now! I just don't understand I've always been a strong Christian but there's times where I don't even know if I believe anymore "Like right now." and I can't stand it I want to believe and I don't even know if I still do. God has always been my Bestfriend. Why is he so distant now? Why is he letting these lies be placed in my mind which hurts my faith in him? I just want this to stop. People say to pray and trust Jesus and I'm trying I just want this to be over because these doubts make everything seem like an eternity. Have any of you all experienced this? How long did it last? I'm so scared I may become an Atheist...