Hello everyone.
I am new to this forum and i was hoping that i could get some advise concerning stalker demons. This is a looooonnnggg story.....
Scince a year ago I started believing in Christ. I believed, but i was luke warm. I never read the Bible, didn't pray or anything. I thought that I was a true Christian, so i had a lot of Pride.
Even though i wasn't a devoted (true) Christian, strange spiritual things happened througout my life.
Lately, i had been able to see spirits... good and bad. The bad give/gave me a horrible feelings inside, while the good make me feel peaceful. The bad spirits (demons) usually appear as shadows, flashing dots, figures, clouds. These aren't just shadows, becuase they move and you can 'look into them' (which i would not advise...). First I saw evil spirits, and after a while i started seeing good spirits (maybe angels). They appeared as white clouds or light. Very beautiful, even though they seem more hidden than the evil spirits. I never saw the evil spritis, who they really were, until one time, when they entered my mind. I saw thousands (yes, thousands) of images of horrible distorted, DEMONIC faces in only a couple of seconds. They would not go away, so i prayed. They went away after about a minute. That really scared me that time, because they hadn't been that close and vivid before. <How dare they enter my mind
> (lol)
Now my story begins.....
A couple of months later (about 7 months earlier) I had a very strange experience.
I went home early one day from school, becuase I was increadibly tired. When i got home i went to bed for atleast three hours. When i woke up i looked around my room, enjoyed the peace. Then i noticed something strange.... as i was looking around my room, my eyes were still closed. I was looking straight through my eyelids!! I was really freaked out at that point, so i left my room and did my usual things to forget. A couple of months later i stumbled upon a forum which had a thread discussing dreams. I posted my dilemma (seeing through my eyelids) and waited for a reply. The people that had replyed to my message told me that i probably had an astral projection. (your spirit leaving your body) I thought this was so amazing... i honestly believed this was a Gift from God. How ignorant could i have been!?!? I continued looking for info on astral projection. When i was satisfied with the amount of positive things i had found on astral projection i began doing it myself. In two weeks time i astral projected twice, possibly five times. Every night when i went to bed i would experience strange things, like noises, rushes, energy flows, paralyzation, and feeling my spirit. I came in contact with other people in the astral field, and together we experimented. I became a pro in a short two week span. A friend of mine (my astral helping friend) wanted to try something new. We tried to contact eachother through the dream realm. It worked... i could feel his presence around me. I could see what he was wearing that day and more. Then I wanted to try out with another friend. Thats when it started to go wrong. I tried to contact him while i was awake. I would sit in a meditation position and 'find' his spirit. I was the sender, he was the receiver. He felt me that day, faintly (it was his first time). While we were contacting eachother his mobile phone was on. He told me that at the time, his phone starting beeping madly and then recharged itself. I felt his presence very strongly that time. I tried to visulize his spirit infront of me. Instead of recieving images of his spirit, i recieved images of demonic things, like five point stars, piramides, eyes, snakes, burning trees and the list goes on (i was actually seeing a demon). I had recieved flashes of these things before, but without channeling into them. This shocked me a lot.
After two weeks, my Christian sister found out what i was doing. She immedietly told me how bad it was, astral projection and the other things. I confessed everything in tears... realising how WRONG i was. I realize now that the Devil used me... he made me ignorant... drawing me into the New Age. I told my partner friend (who i experienced most of these things with) and he told me that he was going to stop also. He told me that he had experienced all of this much earlier than i had. He had been much deeper into everything that i had. He told me of how he had fought with demons in the astral and much more disturbing things.
Later on I found out that my dad had been practicing these things for years now. He doesn't know the names or the origins of the things he does, but he told me he can bring himself into an alter state of mind. So the reason that these things happened to me so quickley (it usually takes much longer) was becuase it was in my genes.
*takes deap breathe* HALF WAY!!!
A day later, after I had found out, I had been seeing strange shadows and 'things' following me (they had dissapeared for a while). I saw figures across the room, which made me terrified. I was scared.... i had never been that scared in my whole life (they became more powerful than ever) . I phoned my old astral friend and he told me that it would be over soon. That night it was over, but not without a struggel. I saw my room flashing, i was sick, i was seeing shadows all over the place. The next day my friend asked me if i had seen these things at specific times, ofcoarse i replied 'yes'.
After that i thought it was over. I devoted my life to Christ, loved Him, worshipped Him, i became a true Christian.
I still experienced some 'aftermaths' of the Astral Travelling, like Lucid Dreaming (knowing you are dreaming). I hadn't made use of it, only the old feeling of excitment that i could astral travel at this point, came into me. A week after everything, I astral travelled again, but not willingly. I did not make use of it, i only stepped out as it were. It happened becuase of the lucid dreaming. This has stopped now, but that really alarmed me and confused me at the time.
Slowly i started seeing things.... shadows and strange things moving around the place like i used to those months back. They didn't scare me, even though i know what they were. I was a true Christian.... nothing could hurt me. Later on i started seeing images of people, buildings and things flashing into my mind. I wrote them all down, because i know they have a meaning to them. These images flood into my mind.... hundreds of them only in a few seconds.
Now, this is where i was working to....
Last week I had two VERY DISTURBING DREAMS.
The first was about my sister (or someone fimiliar) being possessed by a demon. Her face was totally discoloured and the most horrible things were coming out of her mouth. I know this can't be possible, cos my sister is a devoted Christian. And I usually am not that scared about possession or things like that.
The second was two days ago. My dream started off normal, until i went lucid again. Then I realized something, my sister (or that fimiliar person) was there again. I went to her and asked her if she believed in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. She laughed and said yes. Than I asked her if she worshipped them. Than she started to change... she became agressive and started to say the strangest things. I knew that she was not my sister, so i started praying. Thats when i remebered things that i had discovered about demons, but that i had never researched for (came to me in dreams...). That THING started to become agressive during my prairs and started to try and stop me. It came very close, but it couldn't touch me. I was praying so hard for help, but it wouldn't go away. I can't remember everything, but i remember at one point that It said a name.... Lock (or Loch). I couldn't hear everything it said... but i do remember hearing that name, and i had a feeling that it said something along the lines of: 'you could get rid of Lock, but not of me'. I guessed that's what its name was, so i started to pray using that name. After a while i saw that the dream was starting to disspear, turning black. That thing noticed as well, and started to attack me. I couldn't see it, but i could feel its face. It was horrible, i can't explain how it was, but i can say it was horrible. I tryed to hold it back with my hands and I called out for help. Thats when i woke up....
I am scared that that is the same demon(s) that was with me all those times and which is still with me (i still see them). Why are they after me?? I am a Christian... I believe in God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit with all my heart. I need advise and prares....
Thanks,
Prophesy
(ps: This is not my Whole stoy, I left atleast half the details and events out, but those are between me and God (not allowed to tell, until the time is right))
(pps:: sorry that the post was so long and messy!!
)
I am new to this forum and i was hoping that i could get some advise concerning stalker demons. This is a looooonnnggg story.....
Scince a year ago I started believing in Christ. I believed, but i was luke warm. I never read the Bible, didn't pray or anything. I thought that I was a true Christian, so i had a lot of Pride.
Even though i wasn't a devoted (true) Christian, strange spiritual things happened througout my life.
Lately, i had been able to see spirits... good and bad. The bad give/gave me a horrible feelings inside, while the good make me feel peaceful. The bad spirits (demons) usually appear as shadows, flashing dots, figures, clouds. These aren't just shadows, becuase they move and you can 'look into them' (which i would not advise...). First I saw evil spirits, and after a while i started seeing good spirits (maybe angels). They appeared as white clouds or light. Very beautiful, even though they seem more hidden than the evil spirits. I never saw the evil spritis, who they really were, until one time, when they entered my mind. I saw thousands (yes, thousands) of images of horrible distorted, DEMONIC faces in only a couple of seconds. They would not go away, so i prayed. They went away after about a minute. That really scared me that time, because they hadn't been that close and vivid before. <How dare they enter my mind
> (lol) Now my story begins.....
A couple of months later (about 7 months earlier) I had a very strange experience.
I went home early one day from school, becuase I was increadibly tired. When i got home i went to bed for atleast three hours. When i woke up i looked around my room, enjoyed the peace. Then i noticed something strange.... as i was looking around my room, my eyes were still closed. I was looking straight through my eyelids!! I was really freaked out at that point, so i left my room and did my usual things to forget. A couple of months later i stumbled upon a forum which had a thread discussing dreams. I posted my dilemma (seeing through my eyelids) and waited for a reply. The people that had replyed to my message told me that i probably had an astral projection. (your spirit leaving your body) I thought this was so amazing... i honestly believed this was a Gift from God. How ignorant could i have been!?!? I continued looking for info on astral projection. When i was satisfied with the amount of positive things i had found on astral projection i began doing it myself. In two weeks time i astral projected twice, possibly five times. Every night when i went to bed i would experience strange things, like noises, rushes, energy flows, paralyzation, and feeling my spirit. I came in contact with other people in the astral field, and together we experimented. I became a pro in a short two week span. A friend of mine (my astral helping friend) wanted to try something new. We tried to contact eachother through the dream realm. It worked... i could feel his presence around me. I could see what he was wearing that day and more. Then I wanted to try out with another friend. Thats when it started to go wrong. I tried to contact him while i was awake. I would sit in a meditation position and 'find' his spirit. I was the sender, he was the receiver. He felt me that day, faintly (it was his first time). While we were contacting eachother his mobile phone was on. He told me that at the time, his phone starting beeping madly and then recharged itself. I felt his presence very strongly that time. I tried to visulize his spirit infront of me. Instead of recieving images of his spirit, i recieved images of demonic things, like five point stars, piramides, eyes, snakes, burning trees and the list goes on (i was actually seeing a demon). I had recieved flashes of these things before, but without channeling into them. This shocked me a lot.
After two weeks, my Christian sister found out what i was doing. She immedietly told me how bad it was, astral projection and the other things. I confessed everything in tears... realising how WRONG i was. I realize now that the Devil used me... he made me ignorant... drawing me into the New Age. I told my partner friend (who i experienced most of these things with) and he told me that he was going to stop also. He told me that he had experienced all of this much earlier than i had. He had been much deeper into everything that i had. He told me of how he had fought with demons in the astral and much more disturbing things.
Later on I found out that my dad had been practicing these things for years now. He doesn't know the names or the origins of the things he does, but he told me he can bring himself into an alter state of mind. So the reason that these things happened to me so quickley (it usually takes much longer) was becuase it was in my genes.
*takes deap breathe* HALF WAY!!!
A day later, after I had found out, I had been seeing strange shadows and 'things' following me (they had dissapeared for a while). I saw figures across the room, which made me terrified. I was scared.... i had never been that scared in my whole life (they became more powerful than ever) . I phoned my old astral friend and he told me that it would be over soon. That night it was over, but not without a struggel. I saw my room flashing, i was sick, i was seeing shadows all over the place. The next day my friend asked me if i had seen these things at specific times, ofcoarse i replied 'yes'.
After that i thought it was over. I devoted my life to Christ, loved Him, worshipped Him, i became a true Christian.
I still experienced some 'aftermaths' of the Astral Travelling, like Lucid Dreaming (knowing you are dreaming). I hadn't made use of it, only the old feeling of excitment that i could astral travel at this point, came into me. A week after everything, I astral travelled again, but not willingly. I did not make use of it, i only stepped out as it were. It happened becuase of the lucid dreaming. This has stopped now, but that really alarmed me and confused me at the time.
Slowly i started seeing things.... shadows and strange things moving around the place like i used to those months back. They didn't scare me, even though i know what they were. I was a true Christian.... nothing could hurt me. Later on i started seeing images of people, buildings and things flashing into my mind. I wrote them all down, because i know they have a meaning to them. These images flood into my mind.... hundreds of them only in a few seconds.
Now, this is where i was working to....
Last week I had two VERY DISTURBING DREAMS.
The first was about my sister (or someone fimiliar) being possessed by a demon. Her face was totally discoloured and the most horrible things were coming out of her mouth. I know this can't be possible, cos my sister is a devoted Christian. And I usually am not that scared about possession or things like that.
The second was two days ago. My dream started off normal, until i went lucid again. Then I realized something, my sister (or that fimiliar person) was there again. I went to her and asked her if she believed in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. She laughed and said yes. Than I asked her if she worshipped them. Than she started to change... she became agressive and started to say the strangest things. I knew that she was not my sister, so i started praying. Thats when i remebered things that i had discovered about demons, but that i had never researched for (came to me in dreams...). That THING started to become agressive during my prairs and started to try and stop me. It came very close, but it couldn't touch me. I was praying so hard for help, but it wouldn't go away. I can't remember everything, but i remember at one point that It said a name.... Lock (or Loch). I couldn't hear everything it said... but i do remember hearing that name, and i had a feeling that it said something along the lines of: 'you could get rid of Lock, but not of me'. I guessed that's what its name was, so i started to pray using that name. After a while i saw that the dream was starting to disspear, turning black. That thing noticed as well, and started to attack me. I couldn't see it, but i could feel its face. It was horrible, i can't explain how it was, but i can say it was horrible. I tryed to hold it back with my hands and I called out for help. Thats when i woke up....
I am scared that that is the same demon(s) that was with me all those times and which is still with me (i still see them). Why are they after me?? I am a Christian... I believe in God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit with all my heart. I need advise and prares....
Thanks,
Prophesy
(ps: This is not my Whole stoy, I left atleast half the details and events out, but those are between me and God (not allowed to tell, until the time is right))
(pps:: sorry that the post was so long and messy!!
)
