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    Hurt

    i dont belive god can say that.. he cant be hurt.. he owns everything.. he can make himself happy any time... but i cant...he has ppl loving him already... i dont have any. he cant be hurt.. and if he is hurt from humans.. then why create them from the first place!
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    Hurt

    i dont believe he loves me... if he did he would never leave me hurt that way. i cry all the time. i beg others to love me or hug me. im so humiliated and want to feel love and he never fulfilled my desires. im all alone. i asked him to help me love him... no reply... i asked him to send anyone...
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    Hurt

    i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hurt and i want to die. i am a very bad person and no one loves me or accepts me. i lost everything. i lost all people. i really hate god. I HATE HIM. i dunno what to do. i dont even have the courage to kill myself.:cry:
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    I hate God

    Ok... basically some of friends cant stand me... i dont know why... for example they never call or talk with me.... everytime i try to get near them they simply push me... they dont want me to be close to them by any means... and sometimes they say things that hurt me and they know very well...
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    I hate God

    Well yes i read it... but it does not provide an answer for my question.... is it fair that all the humanity suffer on earth just because adam and eve sinned??
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    I hate God

    And do u think this is fair? Do u think that inheriting the sinful nature is something fair? Please tell me: when the baby is just born... did he commit any sin????? why he should suffer because his parents sinned?? please explain to me how can this be fairness?? If u think that comparing it...
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    I hate God

    Yes... i agree... adam has a free will... but a this free will should be affecting him alone.. not others... let's correct the example i said... Assume there is a kind of prison that is mixed (men with women together)... a man and a women did something wrong and were put in that prison.. after...
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    I hate God

    Spiritsong.... u still did not give a reason for being in this world... u r trying to give me a solution for the problem (that jesus christ came for us to save us)... but why we are here in the first place? If adam sinned, then it is not fair that we all suffer in this world just because HE...
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    I hate God

    thanks all for ur reply.... but i still have some unanswered questions.... Spirit song.... u said that we are in a cursed world due to adam's fall.... why do i have to suffer here because HE sinned??? is that fair?? borhtersean... u gave many possible explanations for suffering... but...
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    I hate GOD.... help!

    Thank u all for ur replies... i really appriciate it..... but im still confused and have sooo many unanswered questions and i have no one to help me in finding answers.... i know im asking too much... but is there anyone who has enough patience to stand for a stubborn person like me and help me...
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    I hate GOD.... help!

    i did speak with god a lotttttttt.... he never showed me that he is even listening.... i am still not able to understand why this hard way? do u want to tell me that god was unable to find any other way that does not hurt? or why god created me weak in the first place and not trying to fix me...
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    I hate GOD.... help!

    But why did God create me that weak in the first place and now trying to make me stronger? I didnt choose to be that weak and emotional... he made me so.. so why he fixes something that i did not commit myself by hurting me... and if love is as u said.. then no need for feelings... what u r...
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    I hate GOD.... help!

    why god wants me not to be guided by my heart?... if my heart isnt always right as u say, then why not god guide me to the right path instead of making me suffer? why god does not want to fulfill my emotions... u cant imagine how needy i am in emotional terms... and the more i asked god to...
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    I hate GOD.... help!

    well i do not know how can this be love.... is that love that god wants? forcing myself to treat others good? forcing myself to pray to him while i dont want to? forcing myself to go to church while i dont want to? how can u call that love? what is love without emotions? why god wants me to...
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    I hate GOD.... help!

    but this way it wont be love.... i can force myself to treat someone good while inside myself i dont even stand that person.... does that mean that i love him? no... im just forcing myself to be nice to him.... is that what god wants? force myself to be nice to others including him without...