What compels me is what compelled Paul to rebuild Timothy's confidence in 2nd Timothy. The whole letter is designed to build Timothy as Paul is preparing to be executed relatively soon. Timothy is so afraid of the two false renegade teachers at Ephesus, that he is leaving the unsaved souls in the church at the hands of those who are delivering a false gospel, which is no gospel at all. Eternity is at stake and Timothy has forgotten this as fear takes over his mind. Souls are at stake and the "Church" is the single most fertile grounds to find lost souls. I am saying that nearly every church, today, is disqualified. This does not make me angry, it grieves my soul!
As I go from church to church to find a place where I can find a place to settle down, two churches have embraced the gay lifestyle (don't need to overcome anything, I guess), another labeled my friend and I as "spectacles" which was just unbelievable in itself, and another had server girls in short shorts, serving the communion. Teenage girls, bending over repeatedly in church....show the soft spots of their bottoms. It was unbelievable. Fifteen minutes after the service, someone actually said hello to me. I said, "Wow. Someone finally noticed me." This man who was likely a leader of the church giggled and said, "Awww." I said, "I assumed it's because everyone is still thinking about the teenage legs on the server girls this morning." Within seconds this guy stepped up two inches from my face, put his finger in my chest and began giving me the quiet riot act. I told him to step back. He said, "What?" I told him that he'd "Better take a step back right now."
I'm 51 and have seen a lot of churches. I've played drum in church for two years straight. I've worked at Puget Sound Christian College of the Bible, before it fell due to debauchery of the homosexual variety, amongst other things. I've met leaders of church's and basically had sex with them on the first night of meeting them. The second night, I fully had sex with them, only to wake up the third morning and meet this woman at her church and watch her wave her arms in the air, leading us in pure worship. Sick. My former best friends mother was sleeping with a young boy in her husbands bed. She got caught; no problem. She kept her job.
It's the same wherever you go and I intend to do something about it.