I am over forty and have never been married. This never really bothered me that much, but recently, I am starting to feel really sad and suffer anxiety about it. I feel like God 1. either has no one to pair me up with, or 2. He has sent them but I rejected them for stupid reasons, like not being attractive, etc. It is hard for me to get interested in a man very quickly. I never jump into relationships, ever. But I often don't get time to know the guy because 1. I'm either not really interested, or 2. I don't want to have sex with him, and he moves on to someone who will. I also think a lot lately of having babies. Lately I feel like I have wasted my life, and that now it is too late.