We are living together but he has always respected me to wait for marriage which i know has been hard and it has been for me too
I talked with him tonight and tried to be more assertive with how I feel and he listened for a while.
He said that he has been thinking of going and staying with his brother because he needs to take a break. This breaks my heart because he made it sound like it was so difficult for him to see me for 2 hours a night most of which he ignores me. He said he will continue contributing money for our place because he doesnt want to leave me stranded. I was like, well why leave?? I wish we could just figure this out instead of always running away. He says he will be leaving tomorrow
I just feel useless and unloved. Sorry for putting this here but it helps to get it off my chest and i cant sleep because of this. I feel like God has ignored all of my prayers and the man i love wants to abandon me i wish i knew what was wrong with me
Please pray for us
God bless
I talked with him tonight and tried to be more assertive with how I feel and he listened for a while.
He said that he has been thinking of going and staying with his brother because he needs to take a break. This breaks my heart because he made it sound like it was so difficult for him to see me for 2 hours a night most of which he ignores me. He said he will continue contributing money for our place because he doesnt want to leave me stranded. I was like, well why leave?? I wish we could just figure this out instead of always running away. He says he will be leaving tomorrow
I just feel useless and unloved. Sorry for putting this here but it helps to get it off my chest and i cant sleep because of this. I feel like God has ignored all of my prayers and the man i love wants to abandon me i wish i knew what was wrong with me
Please pray for us
God bless
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