I am curious for others' perceptions and thoughts on this matter.
I have a tattoo that I received several years ago. It is not mainstream offensive, as in it is not vulgar or anything along those lines, but it is a pagan tattoo and at the time I had it done, it represented for me a self-reliance (rather than a reliance on God) in regards to resisting evil. Obviously this was also at a time in my life when I was still thinking in terms that symbolism actually mattered and that it could help me be a good person, as opposed to the internal, unseen hard and complex work of genuinely trying to be a better a person. Suffice to say I was pretty immature compared to real wisdom, and mostly just being rebellious and impulsive.
This tattoo is in a place that is prominent unless I make a deliberate effort to keep it covered with clothing choices. I've also gone through periods of severe guilt about the tattoo, although I by now I've reached the understanding that it's more about what others think. God has always known that I have this tattoo, obviously, but what sort of message does it send to others? And also, what would I look like, professing my faith in Jesus Christ, while standing there with a tribal pagan tattoo.
I don't think I'll ever be able to afford to have it removed. Once I finish my college degree in about a year and can become employed again, I'll probably be able to afford to have it covered up, like just a hand-sized black blotch so that it's well, just a big blotch of ink rather than a specific design. That is the best I could afford to do, aside from mutilating it off of my body and having to go to the emergency room (which is something I've honestly contemplated due to how terrible I feel about it sometimes).
At one point, someone else advised me that maybe I should leave it as it is, and use it as some sort of testimony in regards to how I was once astray enough to get a tattoo like that, but then wound up being saved, but I'm not sure how I feel about that.
It has sort of become like this dark secret of mine. I'm currently seeking a church, for example, as I haven't regularly attended church since I was a child, and of course when I go to visit the churches on my list to try them out in search of the right one for me, I'll be making sure that tattoo is covered up, and I certainly won't be eager to mention it to anyone. So then what happens if when the day comes when I am finally able to be baptized, other people see it. The whole situation just gives me a terrible gut feeling.
Lately I've been trying to reach out and feel for what God wants me to do about it, but I haven't felt confident that I've received a response yet, or some sort of sign.
Has anyone been in a similar situation? Does anyone have any thoughts or opinions on this sort of situation?
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ALL markings OR piercings on our bodies IS a sin in the eyes of Jesus (God Almighty-1 Timothy*). Purely and simply.
* 1 Timothy 3:16 And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was "manifest in the flesh", justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.
Yes, we can rationalize that it is ok; like many do when it comes to homosexuality, polygamy, adultery, fornication, hatred towards another, gossip, back biting, coveting, murder (of unborn babies), gambling, ego, arrogance, unforgiving, etc, etc, and etc.
But on judgment day when ALL truth is revealed, EVERY one who has ever lived WILL know that all of the above and many more practices WERE and ARE sinful; and some of them are "abomination" unto God; like homosexuality. IE:
Leviticus 20:13 If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them.
Romans 1:26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
I would urge you dear person, to quit listening to worldly "rationalizations" and pray sincerely that Jesus, not only forgive you, but lead you into the knowledge of truth and righteousness; that will then cause you to KNOW the above is true. Not to mention a MUCH better life while IN the flesh. Promise!
In any case, may Jesus richly bless you and yours always,
And..............
MERRY CHRISTMAS
And..............
To hell with "happy holidays", "season's greetings", "happy kwanzaas" and "happy hanukkahs".