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I’m very double minded but this is the one thing I can’t get past. I’m almost 100% sure I committed a sin that leads to death because I found a verse that promises that god will take vengeance on people who commit the sin I have.
Sorry to be cryptic but my sin is heinous in gravity and god would be just to take vengeance on me- but on behalf of those who I’ve sinned against. I dont want to frame this in a way that says god might not let me repent and kill me before then but at the same time that’s what i feel might happen and I don’t want to die. I do want to turn and change but at the same time I feel that I may not be genuinely repentant or sincere and all I have is false guilt/ humility in me and fear of hell. Other than that I don’t think I care the way I should.
I feel that I might’ve committed a sin that leads to death especially because of the attitude that I sinned with. When I was sinning more and wicked despite having knowledge of the truth I was stubborn and I grew a spiteful evil unbelieving heart. I’d sin and go against conviction on purpose and I just kept sinning. I’m thinking I might’ve became reprobate years before because I was stubborn and refused to let go of my sins.
The Bible says not to pray for those who have committed sins that lead to death so I’m not sure sure if i should still pray or anything.
Sorry to be cryptic but my sin is heinous in gravity and god would be just to take vengeance on me- but on behalf of those who I’ve sinned against. I dont want to frame this in a way that says god might not let me repent and kill me before then but at the same time that’s what i feel might happen and I don’t want to die. I do want to turn and change but at the same time I feel that I may not be genuinely repentant or sincere and all I have is false guilt/ humility in me and fear of hell. Other than that I don’t think I care the way I should.
I feel that I might’ve committed a sin that leads to death especially because of the attitude that I sinned with. When I was sinning more and wicked despite having knowledge of the truth I was stubborn and I grew a spiteful evil unbelieving heart. I’d sin and go against conviction on purpose and I just kept sinning. I’m thinking I might’ve became reprobate years before because I was stubborn and refused to let go of my sins.
The Bible says not to pray for those who have committed sins that lead to death so I’m not sure sure if i should still pray or anything.