I would like to consider myself lucky... Who ever gets a second chance, because the way i got it, people in general seldom gets them...
I've managed to have the opportunity to date all my boyfriends TWICE...hahaha! Yes, i know, who would want to have a second chance at that... it ended for a reason..hahaha!
On a much more serious note...
In 2002 i was at a dreadfully bad place in my life... into spirituality and everything that goes with it... astrology, numerology, reincarnation, intuition, astral travel, tarot cards... uuurrrggghhh i believed it all (once again, thank you for Jesus Christ who has set me free from the estoric bondages!!!
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Point is... There was this guy and we started chatting. At that time, he was a Christian, but had many, many questions and being the esoteric one, i had some sort of answer to all his questions! And suddenly he left Christianity behind and started following every spiritual concept and even cults...
Our ways parted after about 2 years... And in 2006 the Holy Spirit came and changed my life...
Now, in all my life of all the mistakes i've ever made and all the things i have done wrong... i have never been able to forget about what i've done in those days... getting a Christian off-track! (If i only knew back then, how much hard work it becomes when one wants a dear soul to move to the Light... working with sweat and tears, prayers and hope... a year's labour and then finally there's a baby-Christian...it's a boy! Okay, i got carried away with the concept...) Anyhow, and in one conversation i then, so to say... killed a baby-Christian...
Even in this last year of really working on the one's breakthrough, my guilt got intensified by the other one... Always somewhere in the back of my mind... with a prayer, once again asking for forgiveness...
And now?????
Last night one of my very good friends invited me on a hiking trail for 4 days... The one i assisted onto the wrong way, will be there too (with his wife). So, it will just be the 4 of us... walking...
I believe this could possibly be a second chance to be a living testimony and talk if his wife allows... (I'm already preparing this matter prayerfully...)
Imagine a brother returning after 6 years...
I've managed to have the opportunity to date all my boyfriends TWICE...hahaha! Yes, i know, who would want to have a second chance at that... it ended for a reason..hahaha!
On a much more serious note...
In 2002 i was at a dreadfully bad place in my life... into spirituality and everything that goes with it... astrology, numerology, reincarnation, intuition, astral travel, tarot cards... uuurrrggghhh i believed it all (once again, thank you for Jesus Christ who has set me free from the estoric bondages!!!
)Point is... There was this guy and we started chatting. At that time, he was a Christian, but had many, many questions and being the esoteric one, i had some sort of answer to all his questions! And suddenly he left Christianity behind and started following every spiritual concept and even cults...
Our ways parted after about 2 years... And in 2006 the Holy Spirit came and changed my life...
Now, in all my life of all the mistakes i've ever made and all the things i have done wrong... i have never been able to forget about what i've done in those days... getting a Christian off-track! (If i only knew back then, how much hard work it becomes when one wants a dear soul to move to the Light... working with sweat and tears, prayers and hope... a year's labour and then finally there's a baby-Christian...it's a boy! Okay, i got carried away with the concept...) Anyhow, and in one conversation i then, so to say... killed a baby-Christian...
Even in this last year of really working on the one's breakthrough, my guilt got intensified by the other one... Always somewhere in the back of my mind... with a prayer, once again asking for forgiveness...
And now?????
Last night one of my very good friends invited me on a hiking trail for 4 days... The one i assisted onto the wrong way, will be there too (with his wife). So, it will just be the 4 of us... walking...
I believe this could possibly be a second chance to be a living testimony and talk if his wife allows... (I'm already preparing this matter prayerfully...)
Imagine a brother returning after 6 years...
