Focussing on God makes all the difference

After last week's questioning... i did manage to find the answer... My life is not about me. My life is not about CW (it think that is the part that threw me into total confusion) My life is about the Glory of God.

Yes, i'm on cloud 9 and head over heels about CW, but it is amazing what a difference a change in focus does! I can't change the fact that i'm feeling this way about him (i've tried and failed over the last 6 months). So i figured: What if i take this intense emotion and still do it unto the glory of God?! How do we glorify God? In this situation, it will be to show His love to CW.

When i had the realisation on Sunday, it seemed much more challenging (since i have been ignoring him after the kiss)..., but it wasn't!! It was as if the way back was through this > NOT AVOIDING HIM while focussing on God.

Interesting thing to note though, is that avoiding him, was not a matter of my attention being on God, because once it got directed onto God, the fear dissapeard. Another thing that i've heard before, but never really realised as much as the last few day: We can only truly love another human being unconditionally by doing it through God.

The uncertainty is gone.

The confusion is gone.

The fear is gone.

The peace is back.

The joy is back.

The love is back.

And no, the situation didn't change... The focus did. By focussing on the constant God stabilises emotions.

I'm enjoying the journey now... and looking forward to what lies ahead...

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