Two years later… WOW!!! Time flies and yet so little and much changed.
I am impressed to see that I was looking forward to what lies ahead… I still am.
These days I don’t write as much as I used to. It seems like the need to do so escape me.
I am so grateful. Grateful to see how far I’ve come from where this journey started, grateful to discover that days of looking forward to what lies ahead are MORE, grateful for what’s happening in my life, grateful for the people God has sent onto my path, even though the value of some are only fully understood 2 years thereafter!
I’ve come to learn that the God I serve… no, wait… I don’t feel like I am. I’ve failed miserably when my aim was to serve God… It’s different. These days He’s the ONLY one with whom I share my heart, because He’s the one that created it, softened it and shaped it… if He finds a use for it, I try to let Him.
It’s hard to put the person that I’ve become in writing. Hard to put feelings into writing. I’ve come to understand that in life I don’t have all the answers… if any… And that having God is the only answer I really need to have.
Things changed… I stopped being the helper and became the helped. There’s been a couple of times where I went into situations with the illusion that I’ll be helping this person, seldom succeeding, often being the helped.
I’ve come to think that maybe all our talking creates wasted hours where we could have sat together in silence……………………. LISTENING.
As much as I enjoy being here, I hope that if I were to visit again in another 2 years, I’ll be looking back on this path to discover I’ve moved forward, being less of me… more of God.
I am impressed to see that I was looking forward to what lies ahead… I still am.
These days I don’t write as much as I used to. It seems like the need to do so escape me.I am so grateful. Grateful to see how far I’ve come from where this journey started, grateful to discover that days of looking forward to what lies ahead are MORE, grateful for what’s happening in my life, grateful for the people God has sent onto my path, even though the value of some are only fully understood 2 years thereafter!
I’ve come to learn that the God I serve… no, wait… I don’t feel like I am. I’ve failed miserably when my aim was to serve God… It’s different. These days He’s the ONLY one with whom I share my heart, because He’s the one that created it, softened it and shaped it… if He finds a use for it, I try to let Him.
It’s hard to put the person that I’ve become in writing. Hard to put feelings into writing. I’ve come to understand that in life I don’t have all the answers… if any… And that having God is the only answer I really need to have.
Things changed… I stopped being the helper and became the helped. There’s been a couple of times where I went into situations with the illusion that I’ll be helping this person, seldom succeeding, often being the helped.
I’ve come to think that maybe all our talking creates wasted hours where we could have sat together in silence……………………. LISTENING.
As much as I enjoy being here, I hope that if I were to visit again in another 2 years, I’ll be looking back on this path to discover I’ve moved forward, being less of me… more of God.
