What if this is what my life is really about? Just leading each partner to the throne… Am I really that unhappy with it or is it only when it ends? It feels like there are no happy endings and that the mere fact of an ending is unhappy… perhaps it’s the only way I have found to believe something continues, even though it’s not neccesarily the relationship.
I look around and see people get together, fall in love, marry, have children… And a few years later the bottom gives way… They become disloyal to each other, forgetting about the vows and the covenant promise before God. Once this has occurred divorce becomes the next thing to do, since covenant vows could keep them loyal in anyway.
Would I have preferred to be there? To be another statistic? Or do I prefer it this way? Hmm, I guess I do prefer it this way, except that it feels like several divorces, instead of one. But that’s never the intention…
Sometimes I do wonder what it’s like to be normal… Most of the time I just feel blessed for not being normal and seeing God draw new members of the body closer and closer to Him.
…suppose one day I might be able to believe that one human being can love another human being for a whole lifetime… Hmm, until then, the fortunate side is, that the longer I wait, the shorter a lifetime becomes and the easier it becomes to have the faith needed! Hahaha!
I look around and see people get together, fall in love, marry, have children… And a few years later the bottom gives way… They become disloyal to each other, forgetting about the vows and the covenant promise before God. Once this has occurred divorce becomes the next thing to do, since covenant vows could keep them loyal in anyway.
Would I have preferred to be there? To be another statistic? Or do I prefer it this way? Hmm, I guess I do prefer it this way, except that it feels like several divorces, instead of one. But that’s never the intention…
Sometimes I do wonder what it’s like to be normal… Most of the time I just feel blessed for not being normal and seeing God draw new members of the body closer and closer to Him.
…suppose one day I might be able to believe that one human being can love another human being for a whole lifetime… Hmm, until then, the fortunate side is, that the longer I wait, the shorter a lifetime becomes and the easier it becomes to have the faith needed! Hahaha!
