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Two years later… WOW!!! Time flies and yet so little and much changed. I am impressed to see that I was looking forward to what lies ahead… I still am. :amen: These days I don’t write as much as I used to. It seems like the need to do so escape me. I am so grateful. Grateful to see how far...

After last week's questioning... i did manage to find the answer... My life is not about me. My life is not about CW (it think that is the part that threw me into total confusion) My life is about the Glory of God. Yes, i'm on cloud 9 and head over heels about CW, but it is amazing what a...

So, after months of admiration... we kissed and my world is completely upside down!!! You are just a human being, but i'm at the point where i'm questioning everything about myself and where my life is going... What i like? What i want out of this life... What i like... How does something...

What if this is what my life is really about? Just leading each partner to the throne… Am I really that unhappy with it or is it only when it ends? It feels like there are no happy endings and that the mere fact of an ending is unhappy… perhaps it’s the only way I have found to believe something...

I read my last post and for a moment there, i had to ask myself what happened there!!??? We did end-up getting together by the 25th of Jan (three days after the teary-eyed blog), but reading it sheds light on the inner turmoil i experienced throughout the relationship... We got engaged on 3...

RED!? Red always reminds me of teachers editing your errors... Quite apropriately i'm choosing to write in this colour then. God told me 6 times to tell him that i love him in no unclear terms. I'm sure He had a good reason behind it, it's God after all. So i did. How did that affect me? Well...

Entering This New Year (By Honoria A. Groves) I enter this year without burdens Freed from a mountain of care For last night I gave them to JESUS Who PROMISED my burdens to bear! This year will not be without problems There may be many to face BUT I can approach them with courage...

Today i took my 1995 school year book to work, to show friend what PJ and i looked like 13 years ago... And just now, i was slowly paging through it again (jip, work is slow this time of the year and it seemed like the best thing to do, with the least cost to company...hahaha!) Now this was the...

I went to have lunch with my friend Lee... she's precious. In the mood i found myself in, i didn't really feel like going, thinking that i might not be good company... Fortunately her joy actually lifted my spirit!! She was telling me how she experienced me this year, and together with the...

I'm sitting at work and wondering why? What is the use?! Nothing can be done at the moment... Then i realise, no matter where i go, i'm still with me! Okay, so i'm feeling quite sad... A feeling i guess i've brought upon myself! So much has happened the last year and the last few months just...

Today i'm feeling blessed... Yesterday i read up on my friends "religion" and got nervous about how on earth i would be able to tell him about the Truth... I thought of all the possible angles i can try... emphasise the importance of who Jesus Christ is and what He has done for us... But...

I would like to consider myself lucky... Who ever gets a second chance, because the way i got it, people in general seldom gets them... I've managed to have the opportunity to date all my boyfriends TWICE...hahaha! Yes, i know, who would want to have a second chance at that... it ended for a...

Oh dear i feel so discouraged... it's like i know what to do and what the right things are, but somehow, it feels so yuuuuccckkkk! I realised there's no potential, unless i'm willing to make a complete fool of myself... i decided not to! Now, if this was my very wise decision, based on prayer...

There's only one more day to go before our "date"... In a matter of one telephone conversation, my inner-world started changing... About 2 months ago i dated PJ for two months... Then i left him. He would have gone away for 6 months and i had a nagging ex that kept on telling me how much he...

It feels like forever since i've last visited this site... Life got to the point not understanding anything anymore... Saturday was the first time that i truly laughed in months! How did life get reduced to hollow complaints, continual chasing after wind, ducking from people knifing you in the...