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..alrightly.... Soooo I totally got into a convo about faith...with a few people.
And man it was interesting to see what they believed, and as I listened I was so shocked with how off it was..so far away from the bible , so pieced off I was just like wow...
But ..no judgement because I...
Today I was woken up early, 5am, BC my little brother told me if I want to say good bye to my dad I better get up. Basically my dad was leaving... I have no idea where he's going or if he'll be okay...
After he left, I was consoling my brother because it just hit him.... Then after a while...
Sadly ..my uncle was admitted into an institution because he had a psychotic break sometime this week...
And his last coherent words to me was to do my best...
It was then I realized..its stupid to live in fear and to stop being afraid of what people think. Because I acrewed up so terribly at...
Well I can already tell this blog wont be so much positive and fuzzy as it raw, sober and just therapeutic.
Eh, today I had a spazzy, kinda melt down. Idk I'm just looking for work and I can barely do that BC I had to pawn my computer so we can stay where we are. My mom came home and gave me...
I was watching a youtuber late at night..and he got into an extreme interesting topic.. He was talking about why the instagram look is so popular and women of substance are falling prey to it. In his video he veered , saying..in this life, were born with qualities that help us out in this...
...I guess its day 2 of me just speaking the word of God over my life and just trying to renew my mind.
And while it did feel good for a minute, of course panic and anxiety struck back...
Its definitely a battle, thank God the battle is already one..im just walking out.
Praise God.
... I feel as a Christian I know how to battle spiritually, I'm more than prepared...but I'm still anxious.
I have anxiety..pretty bad, I experience chronic night mares, from time to time..not always though..thank goodness...and I have pure O ( which basically means, my mind is a record player...
In the midst of my storm. Trial ECT... Many many MANY times I forget of Gods sovereignty, it was until I was watching Priscilla Shirer that it came to me.
To know that God is able to do exceedingly good things beyond our wildest imagination ....and weather he'll do it or not is his business...
Every single little moment ..
. I can't be there to hold your hand
. I need for you to know that.. Anything should happen ~ cause anything could happen... Anything could..
Know that you'll be alright.