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I once felt my soul fading away. I wondered why, in such a grand universe, where I am but a spec of dust, I would have in me, any meaning outside my own awareness.
And awareness showed me that my existence was nothing more than a focal point, casted out to the universe like a cry for help. The...
I wrote this about 12 or so years ago.
Constantly wondering if what you are doing is right, yet you have nobody to express this to. Your thoughts and ideas come and go as they tug at your being. An attempt to influence your actions. Some feel good, others not so good. Yet you fight. Because you...
Say there's an after life even though there is absolutely no evidence for such. Now let's say you wake up in heaven. All the theatrical nonsense is over and you are now experiencing existence there as expected. You have your own mind, your own thoughts and desires, your own free will and all...
A few years back, my kids did something very crazy. Something that I have trouble forgiving them for. They took someone from me, in their paranoid state of mind. Someone who only wanted to help them. All because I thought I could save them from themselves. Because I wanted them to have a better...
I'll never forget the day a strange new device came into my life. I had just woke up and heard my cousins laughing and chatting about something. "Jump" one of them said, "kill that guy. Don't fall in the pit". I could only wonder what they were talking about in the next room as I quickly got up...
I'm a non-Christian, and this is a struggle.... So yeah. Why do I hate myself? Well for one, I mucked up my own life. Though I blame the bad influences, horrible upbringing, indoctrination and stupid life decisions, I am nonetheless the one who took the actions (or failed to take actions) that...