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Discussion in 'Psychosis and Schizophrenia' started by sportsfan, Dec 10, 2019.

  1. sportsfan

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    Has anyone had a hallucination of a cross it tells me that is the unforgivable sin and I believe it for some strange reason no one can seem to convince otherwise. I don't know what is going on brain I feel this love and desire to please Jesus but the devil tells since I fell for his cross that I am a bad christian and that I can't be saved and that the yellow cross was the mark of the beast it doesn't make human sense or biblical sense then I saw a blue light telling me the rapture was in two days and other words. I am so nervous that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit in the hallucination. I have schizophrenia why God kick me out heaven for a mental disorder I also have autism, pandas, and ocd scrupulosity. I fear that I am beast from revelation chapter 13 I don't want it to be true but I fear it is. Will God intervene and kick this evil spirit oppressing me. I am so tormented by what I see. I never would speak blasphemy and I am concerned right now that I have. Please reassure me that I haven't blasphemed. I am so alarmed that I have in the hallucinations and physocosis why would God let a momentarily moment kick me out of heaven. I am so alarmed and scared bu what I saw I had no escape I thought God would guard me from the evil one. I read bad screenplays for Austin that had satanic stuff in them at times and I am worried it allowed him to masquerade and that I mixed him and the Holy Spirit up. It bothers me greatly. I wish that I have never read for Austin and been born for that matter I am so afraid of blasphemy.
     
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    Aussie Pete Well-Known Member Supporter

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    Please, for your own sake, reread some of the advice that you've been given already. Jesus can set you free. You do not have to stay in bondage. Jesus works through His people. You need someone to cast out the evil spirits and then you need to keep on resisting the enemy. No, you have not blasphemed. You are not rejected. God loves you and wants to set you free.

    Forget about yourself. Of course you are a bad Christian. None of us are "good". Only Jesus is good. He lives in the Christian to be their goodness, love, joy, peace, faith and whatever else God requires us to be. Start thanking Jesus for what He has done for you, including giving you victory over the devil. Don't give Satan any more glory. Lord Jesus defeated Satan at the cross and you have Jesus to be your victory. Declare the truth! The truth according to God's word, not your imaginations, visions or dreams.
     
  3. Heavenhome

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    God never holds peoples illness- whether mental or physical against them and any thoughts or dreams you have do not mean you are going to have them held against if you love Him.
    Those thoughts are just that, thoughts nothing else so what you need to hold onto are the FACTS. Like the fact of John 3:16

    For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life.
    That is what you must hold onto and believe above all else.
    God bless you
     
  4. sportsfan

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    I know that is why it bothers me because I love Jesus but I hear the voice of Satan telling me that I am his for falling into his trap. I don't want to be possessed by Satan and be the false prophet and do signs and wonders. I want Jesus who asked in my heart when I was four how do I ignore this stuff around me it feels so real and it disturbs me. I am so scared that a moment of weakness in phycosis and hyperreligiosty destroyed my salvation it started September 30 a voice called me outside and now Satan says he is in my brain. I dont want to be the beast or blaspheme the holy spirit. Aussie Pete how do I ignore this fake reality I know everyone around tells me it is not true and they see Jesus in me since I asked him in my heart. I couldn't stop the yellow cross in the shower and the blue light i am scared it was Satan and I saw hell and Antichrist delusions in the physch hospital . I see the mark of the beast on me and no one else sees it. I am scared aussie pete that it is real. I don't like Satan why is my brain mixed up right now. I want the truth of Gods word and the holy spirit to indwell in my heart. Can a beliver lose the Holy Spirit in hallucinations?
     
  5. sportsfan

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    Thanks for the truth of John 3:16 these tthoughts and dreams are not real but they feel so real to me. I feel like the false prophet I don't want to be so God not going to my mental illness making me think that against me. I am in a nightmere that I keep trying to wake up from.
     
  6. Aussie Pete

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    Jesus does not live in your mind. He dwells in the new spirit that God gives us when we repent and believe. You need the lying, deceiving evil spirits to be cast out of you. Ask God to lead you to someone who can help. Contact these people:
    Derek Prince Ministries
    Address: 3930 Rose Lake Dr, Charlotte, NC 28217, United States.
    Phone: +1 704-357-3556

    Derek Prince passed away some years ago, but his work remains. He had a powerful deliverance ministry. I'm sure his people will either help you themselves or know who can.

    Never forget that Satan is a liar, a thief, a murderer and a destroyer. If he is saying it, you can be sure that it is a lie.
     
  7. sportsfan

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    Thank You I will look into deliverance ministry.
     
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