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phylis
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Guys, okay....in the last week and a half my life has gone crazy. My Christian friends have really worried about me in the last week as we almost lost about 3 people important in our circle. They - as I - know life is not promised. Man, I have seen a girl cry at the alter over my salvation (and this girl literally never cries) and after confronting our best friend I found out that she had told God that this my being saved was what she wanted more than anything else in life. This weekend, I - a pretty big skeptic - have seen these things that are just coming together. A husband and wife told me the exact same story on two different occasion, the second was randomly inserted into her sunday school lesson (She even said she felt a need to tell this story). I do not believe in coincidences and this really sort of sobered me up.
I am struggling with my logic though. I can not see proof of a God. I can't believe some dude died so that I might live when I don't even know the man who picks up my trash on Mondays, yet I can feel a shift in my mood and feeling every single time I engage in conversation about God and when I am not.
How am I able to know that this IS the word. How - outside of the Bible - can I find this....everyone I ask refers to the Bible. I don't believe the Bible right now....it holds no weight in my heart. I want logic and no one has given it too me....this is the last plea I can give....I'm tired of asking, exausted....literal beaten down from this. I can't get enough sleep and I haven't been eating. It consumes me...so if anyone can help, send a private message....I could probably explain something in this message better.
I am struggling with my logic though. I can not see proof of a God. I can't believe some dude died so that I might live when I don't even know the man who picks up my trash on Mondays, yet I can feel a shift in my mood and feeling every single time I engage in conversation about God and when I am not.
How am I able to know that this IS the word. How - outside of the Bible - can I find this....everyone I ask refers to the Bible. I don't believe the Bible right now....it holds no weight in my heart. I want logic and no one has given it too me....this is the last plea I can give....I'm tired of asking, exausted....literal beaten down from this. I can't get enough sleep and I haven't been eating. It consumes me...so if anyone can help, send a private message....I could probably explain something in this message better.