What's on your mind?

[MehGuy]

Meh,

You’re easy to talk to and more transparent than most. I remember the first post I saw. I said to myself, I need to talk to him. And I messaged you.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

Thanks. Maybe I'm too hard on myself. Just that when I look at other posts, they seem much more complex and better worded than mine. Not that I can't sometimes cook up something decent. I do agree I am more transparent, but that goes beyond wording ability.

 

[bèlla]

In other news.. my cat has kidney problems.. she's still healthy now.. but she's going to have to be put down real soon. Sad.. she's not even that old for a cat. About 10 years.

Meh,

I’m sorry to hear your cat is sick.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

I’m sorry to hear your cat is sick.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

Yeah, she's a nice cat too. Although I think she still has some happy times left. Last night she seemed extra happy and active, which honestly took me by surprise.

 

[bèlla]

Thanks. Maybe I'm too hard on myself. Just that when I look at other posts, they seem much more complex and better worded than mine. Not that I can't sometimes cook up something decent. I do agree I am more transparent, but that goes beyond wording ability.

Meh,

Yes, you are. But that’s understandable. You’re intelligent and expect more from yourself.

I agree. I wanted to share things but I knew I couldn’t. But when I did it was liberating.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[bèlla]

Yeah, she's a nice cat too. Although I think she still has some happy times left. Last night she seemed extra happy and active, which honestly took me by surprise.

Meh,

That’s sweet. Is there an alternative treatment available?

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

Yes, you are. But that’s understandable. You’re intelligent and expect more from yourself.

I agree. I wanted to share things but I knew I couldn’t. But when I did it was liberating.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

Well they gave me IQ tests and I scored like a 115. Nothing special, but not anywhere close to below average, yet my writing ability is abysmally poor. Honestly hurts sometimes when people make fun of Trump and say he writes like a 3rd grader. What does that say about my abilities? Lol.

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

That’s sweet. Is there an alternative treatment available?

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

No. Only thing you can really hope is that she at least has a few good months left. Maybe a miracle will happen though? My father's kidneys were in bad shape and he was like a day or two away from the doctors totally giving up on him yet he pulled through at the last minute.

 

[bèlla]

Well they gave me IQ tests and I scored like a 115. Nothing special, but not anywhere close to below average, yet my writing ability is abysmally poor. Honestly hurts sometimes when people make fun of Trump and say he writes like a 3rd grader. What does that say about my abilities? Lol.

Meh,

What he lacks in certain areas he makes up for in shrewdness. He’s not a fool.

You’re smarter than the average bear. Stop worrying.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[bèlla]

No. Only thing you can really hope is that she at least has a few good months left. Maybe a miracle will happen though? My father's kidneys were in bad shape and he was like a day or two away from the doctors totally giving up on him yet he pulled through at the last minute.

Meh,

I’ll pray for her recovery. I’m glad to see your father’s health turned around. You’re too young to lose him.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

What he lacks in certain areas he makes up for in shrewdness. He’s not a fool.

You’re smarter than the average bear. Stop worrying.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

I don't know about Trump. He does some pretty dumb things, and seems to have a short time horizon. Yet his earlier interviews he seems more there. Statistically being born into a higher class family indicates higher IQ. Still that isn't a given.

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

I’ll pray for her recovery. I’m glad to see your father’s health turned around. You’re too young to lose him.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

Thanks.

I agree it's too early for him to go. He's just in his early 60s. I hope he lives to at least 80 or something. That side of the family tends to live long lives. My grandfather died at 80 yet that was with decades of chronic alcoholism. My great grandmother lived into her 100s and sadly out lived her son.

 

[bèlla]

I don't know about Trump. He does some pretty dumb things, and seems to have a short time horizon. Yet his earlier interviews he seems more there. Statistically being born into a higher class family indicates higher IQ. Still that isn't a given.

Meh,

Money is a subculture and the mirror has 3 faces. The one you reveal to your inner circle. The one you portray to your social class. And the one you display to the world at large. America sees the latter.

We don’t like to recognize the idea of social class. Although there’s numerous examples in our culture. Go figure.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[bèlla]

Thanks.

I agree it's too early for him to go. He's just in his early 60s. I hope he lives to at least 80 or something. That side of the family tends to live long lives. My grandfather died at 80 yet that was with decades of chronic alcoholism. My great grandmother lived into her 100s and sadly out lived her son.

Meh,

That’s my hope and prayer as well. May he see live to see his grandchildren become respectable men and women.

You’ll need to find a wife of course.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

That’s my hope and prayer as well. May he see live to see his grandchildren become respectable men and women.

You’ll need to find a wife of course.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

I don't plan on having grandchildren. Neither do both of my sisters, lol.

 

[bèlla]

I don't plan on having grandchildren. Neither do both of my sisters, lol.

Meh,

You need to add to the gene pool. At least once.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

You need to add to the gene pool. At least once.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

But they'll come out with language problems too.. lol.

 

[bèlla]

But they'll come out with language problems too.. lol.

Meh,

There’s a possibility. But you’d have to be gung-ho about having them no matter what.

You plan to be child-free?

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

There’s a possibility. But you’d have to be gung-ho about having them no matter what.

You plan to be child-free?

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

My mother pretty much as the same issues as me.

Currently that is my goal. Yet one never knows where life will take them.

 

[bèlla]

My mother pretty much as the same issues as me.

Currently that is my goal. Yet one never knows where life will take them.

Meh,

Oh, that’s understandable. Do your sisters have similar struggles?

Anything is possible. I know a few with large families through birth and adoption. It isn’t easy. Some people promote adoption if you have the resources. I think that’s a special mission.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

 

[MehGuy]

Meh,

Oh, that’s understandable. Do your sisters have similar struggles?

Anything is possible. I know a few with large families through birth and adoption. It isn’t easy. Some people promote adoption if you have the resources. I think that’s a special mission.

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

I don't think so. One of my sisters actually has a high vocabulary and can often easily explain complicated subjects, the other seems more normal.

I do not think I would make a very good father. It's hard for me to love others. I'd be more sane than many other father's but I just don't have that drive.