Perhaps in the way you approach it that may be true. But it's not at all in line with the experiential approach towards the Medieval Mystics that others take.
For instance, going back to Porete's writings, it's not at all hard to discern the different experiences one takes from a Church steeped in Love compared to one that's focused on rules and law. The whole atmosphere inside of the two different Church, the preaching, the people, the fruits, everything will be different.
I was just wondering about your spiritual awareness in Christ is why I asked. I'm taking it that your answer to my question is "NO".
Feeding the hungry and helping those in need is how Christ is made a reality for a person. I love this story as told by Mother Teresa of Calcutta about one of her sisters:
“During the mass,” I said, “you saw that the priest touched the body of Christ with great love and tenderness. When you touch the poor today, you too will be touching the body of Christ. Give them the same love and tenderness.” When they return several hours later, the new sister came up to me, her face shining with joy, “I have been touching the body of Christ of three hours,“ she said. I asked her what she had done, “Just as we arrived, the sister brought in a man covered with maggots. He had been picked up from drain. I have been taking care of him, I have been touching Christ. I know it was him,” she said.