I've struggled with the inter-linked issues of "belief" and "doubt."
You say you must understand something to believe it. Do you understand "heat" - if so please explain it to me. Also energy. I'm serious - I have never found an intellectually satisfying explanation of what heat actually IS. We can see evidence of it, our bodies sense it, but what is it actually? "Energy" comes the answer. But what ist that? how is energy transformed into matter? I imagine that there are probably quite a few things you cannot understand, but you believe them ... how your brain works for example, or why blood clots when you cut yourself, but not inside your body, and how does the blood know which is which?
Ok, let me rephrase that, now when I think about it,... how I should have stated it was, The concept must make sense for me to understand,...understanding does not require believe....that is preferably if possible,....
Now regarding believe, definition......to have confidence in the assertions of a certain outcome , you can't be 100% sure until it happen, but you are fairly certain due to experience, or someone you could trust told you.
But even then, whatever the person you trust told you, it must be 1. possible, 2. rational,3. plausible, otherwise I would ask question until it all fits in, or I discard what I was told. That leaves experience the most reliable factor experience .........pretty much the only thing I believe, eg the sun will rise from the east tomorrow.
Faith in this context, by definition is, believing without evidence. If you told me there a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and since I have never seen it, plus of course it's absurd. I would need faith, lots of it, to believe you,........and you can bet your bottom dollar it ain't happening......
Then come facts, the granddaddy of it all, a fact that can be demonstrated beyond doubt, and stand up to any scrutiny,....as oppose to an opinion which is only limited by imagination.......If you can prove that your facts are legit, beyond doubt.....then you can claim knowledge.......
Heat, in conjunction with energy, is more commonly known as thermal heat, I could go on, but ,that is not area of our production of discussion, ask enough and eventually I would not understand certain things. On topics that interest me, I would do my research,.If not, I consulted the experts in that field,...find out what is the concen census, then decided to believe if the info is credible ......nobody knows everything.
There is so much more for us to learn, so much more to discover, science is always growing, the body of knowledge in each field is constantly on the edge and we discover and learn new stuff almost everyday
And maybe there are things that some questions that even science can't tell eventually. And thats ok, because just maybe something are beyond us. Don't have to know.
What I find ironic is that, if I try to add God into the mix, instead of the perfect fix that one who expect from such an addition,....its the exact opposite that happens,...every time. Instead of the magic glue that give you that eureka moment,....It adds complication without solving anything.
I'm not trying to provoke you - I don't know if any of this makes sense to you. I wouldn't mind you giving your thoughts or even rebuttal, because I am still exploring these things. But could the existence of a niggling doubt and questioning mind, actually be evidence of an embryo belief, that you say you want, but can't accept? Suspend the voices of judgement, cynicism and fear that you may have accumulated from previous experience - let go, and let come (to quote staff at the Presencing Institute).
Monna
I know, no worries, I'm not easily provoked, it takes a lot
It makes perfect sense to me. My exact words were, I wish I could,.....meaning, it'll be nice to think that, there is someone that is looking out for you 24/7, can solve all your problems by surrendering to him and praying, and at the end of it all, you get to spend an eternity in heaven supposedly, but everyone I ask, gave me a diff answer and most have no idea what happens up there....all you have to do is believe and have faith,......thats why I wish I could, but I would either have to compartmentalise or be in a state of cognitive dissonance...and I find both option unacceptable......nothing cynical, or fearful , and no inkling of believe,...that I assure you
Regards