razzelflabben
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I get thatDon't misunderstand me. I'm not saying that I'm still faithful. I'm not.
I get that too.I'm also not claiming that I have evidence of my faith. I don't.
awesome, so what about now, how to these things compare to now?What I am saying is that I experience all the things you mention now and I felt them while I considered myself faithful, religious, or whatever.
less a person? how did that work into this discussion?I don't feel any less a person or joyful now that I don't have the same faith I had.
okay, what about who Jesus was, what did you think about who Jesus was and what His purpose was/is?I used to think we had guardian angels, that Jesus was watching over us, that God would deal with the bad guys, that God loved me eternally no matter what, etc. So, I'm guessing that's where my feelings of security used to come from.
now we're back to emotions...so what happens to the emotions, if you get sick?Nowadays, I get this sense of happiness, tranquility, and peace from several places and sources. For instance, I've been through some bad times before but just knowing that I have my health and that life is more than the moment at hand, I know that I can weather just about any problem that comes at me. I also have a supporting and loving family. I have good friends, I work hard for what I earn and try to appreciate even the small and large things that come my way.
don't miss understand, I am a student of human nature to a certain degree and my questions are more about that nature than anything else. and I think it is awesome that you are generally happy and relaxed, that is always easier to get along with...but these things come and go, the things I spoke about as the result of faith, are consistants, they aren't just emotion, which is the point, faith goes outside the emotions of the time.I don't know... It may be pathological but I'm a generally very happy and relaxed person and I'm very much at peace with myself, my life, and eventual death. And the funny thing is, I'm not even an optimist. I would say I'm more of a realist but I've been called a 'pessimist' from time to time.
which is why you mention tranquility and happiness and love without explaining what you mean by these things.So short answer: As far as I can tell, I would say my source of tranquility, joy, and love is my own will.
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