Not to be a religion is to be a religion unto it self.
I'm not sure what "religion unto self" means.
When I left Catholicism, very little changed in terms of my outlooks, behaviours or interactions with other people.
My mind is made up on this issue, you will not change it.
Ah, yes. You're obviously here on a 'Discussion and Debate' forum as a genuine interlocutor then. I'm reminded of the Bill Nye vs Ken Ham debate, when Ken said he wouldn't change his mind about anything, and Bill said the evidence is what would change his mind
I have seen how people doing science act, how theg relate to others, how they attempt to silence those with dissenting opinions, black listing them and the list goes on. It's just like organized religion, almost exactly. sorry, it is what it is.
Given what you've written, I don't believe that you've "seen how people doing science act"?
Have you ever participated in a scientific study? Attended an academic conference? Prepared a paper for publication? Defended a dissertation? Reviewed a scientific paper?
You'll find dissenting opinions all through those things. Scientists generally don't blacklist other scientists for
scientific reasons - they typically do it for reasons that are unconnected to the sciences, but related to the behaviours of particular scientists.
As someone who's been involved in preparing papers for publication, there are parts of the scientific process that are thoroughly adversarial. Dissenting opinion is encouraged, even mandatory, in order for those to have formed a hypothesis to defend/advance it.
As a scientist, you can have any number of wacky, fringe, out there beliefs - provided you're not trying to push them as science. If you do push nonsense like creationism, anti-vaccination sentiment, holocaust denial revisionism ect as legitimate
then you'll find yourself pushed out of the scientific fraternity. Because what you're doing is not science, and in some cases is close to an exact opposite - as in, developing the answers first, and then torturing the evidence to fit the presupposed conclusion.