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it is insane to want to wallow in the mire when we could be with our Father. I want to always walk in the fullness of love and be completely aware of such. I want to walk in reality and rejoice.
 
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The mire looks right, but only serves to lead to confusion not out of order (God's word first becomes a serpent to one, until we learn to pick it up by the tail).

It is so hard to break free from the narrative of the world unless you pick up your cross (keep the feast of Passover) as something that is down to the single thought.

Thinking in itself is the strongest of all addictions, and leads to every other captivity, and through this same process, to become captive to one again.

Once we have learned that you cannot by thought add or take away anything (to give up our whole soul, our whole reasoning, our whole will and emotions), and that you are not the sum of your thoughts but the one listening to them, then you can learn the meaning of the first commandment as something that is just as relative to God, as it was to Jesus, as it is to every son of God (no gender implied) to which process we are all in, and a part played by each individual, whether there is any understanding of this or not.
 
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To labor by thought for a truth we pursue and overtake, as something that yields its harvest to us serves only to bring confusion as to what this is concerning self, which then is reflected upon everything, and everyone else we see this through (which is how we see our self). The truth of the Jubilee of the land/soul is that we eat of that which grows of itself which relates to the soul we find by losing it.
 
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A consideration …

“If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin …”

“But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.”
 
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lol this post is the same as all your above post.

as some people and I say : the Son is in the Father and the Father in the Son and the Holy Spirit in them both.


this seems interesting... it's from a book a little after "the book of revelation" called "the Shepherd":

49 ¶ After a very little while I saw a great multitude of men coming, and in the middle of them a man so tall, that he surpassed the tower in height.

50 About him were those six, who before commanded in the building, and all the rest of those who had built that tower, and many others of great dignity: and the virgins that kept the tower ran to meet him, and kissed him, and began to walk near unto him.

51 But he examined the building with so much care that he handled every stone; and struck every one with a rod which he held in his hand:

52 Of which some being so struck turned black as soot; others were rough; some looked as if they had cracks in them; others seemed maimed: some neither black nor white; some looked sharp, and agreed not with the other stones, and others were full of spots.

53 These were the several kinds of those stones which were not found proper in the building; all which the Lord commanded to be taken out of the tower, and laid near it, and other stones to be brought and put in their places.



the process goes into great depth.

if someone cares to read this clip....
here is part of an interesting similitude. it is a bit long but it is nice:

SIMILITUDE VIII.
That there are many kinds of elect, and of repenting sinners: and how all of them shall receive a reward proportionable to the measure of their repentance and good works.

1 AGAIN he shewed me a low which covered the fields and the mountains, under whose shadow came all such as were called by the name of the Lord.

2 And by that willow stood an angel of the Lord very excellent and lofty; and did cut down boughs from that willow with a great hook; and reached out to the people that were under the shadow of that willow little rods, as it were about a foot long.

3 And when all of them had taken them, he laid aside his hook, and the tree continued entire, as I had before seen it. At which I wondered, and mused within myself

4 Then that shepherd said unto me; Forbear to wonder that that tree continues whole, notwithstanding so many boughs have been cut off from it, but stay a little, for now it shall be shewn thee, what that angel means, who gave those rods to the people.

5 So he again demanded the rods of them, and in the same order that every one had received them, was he called to him, and restored his rod; which when he had received, he examined them.

6 From some he received them dry and rotten, and as it were touched with the moth; those he commanded to be separated from the rest and placed by themselves. Others gave in their rods dry indeed, but not touched with the moth: these also he ordered to be set by themselves.

7 Others gave in their rods half dry; these also were set apart. Others gave in their rods half dry and cleft; these too were set by themselves. Others brought in their rods half dry and half green, and these were in like manner placed by themselves.

8 Others delivered up their rods two parts green, and the third dry; and they too were set apart. Others brought their rods two parts dry, and the third green; and were also placed by themselves.

9 Others delivered up their rods less dry, (for there was but a very little, to wit, their tops dry) but they had clefts, and these were set in like manner by themselves. In the rods of others there was but a little green, and the rest dry; and these were set aside by themselves.

10 Others came, and brought their rods green as they had received them, and the greatest part of the people brought their rods thus; and the messenger greatly rejoiced at these, and they also were put apart by themselves.

11 Others brought in their rods not only green, but full of branches; and these were set aside, being also received by the angel with great joy. Others brought their rods green with branches, and those also some fruit upon them.

12 They who had such rods, were very cheerful; and the angel himself took great joy at them; nor was the shepherd that stood with me, less pleased with them.

13 ¶ Then the angel of the Lord commanded crowns to be brought: and the crowns were brought made of palms; and the angel crowned those men in whose rods he found the young branches with fruit; and commanded them to go into the tower.

14 He also sent those into the tower, in whose rods he found branches without fruit, giving a seal unto them. For they had the same garment, that is, one white as snow; with which he bade them go into the tower. And so he did to those who returned their rods green as he had received them; giving them a white garment, and so sent them away to go into the tower.

15 Having done this, he said to the shepherd that was with me, I go my way; but do thou send these within the walls, every one into the place in which he has deserved to dwell; examining first their rods, but examine them diligently that no one deceive thee. But and if any one shall escape thee, I will try them upon the altar. Having said this to the shepherd, he departed.

16 After he was gone, the shepherd said unto me: Let us take the rods from them, and plant them; if perchance they may grow green again. I said unto him; Sir, how can those dry rods ever grow green again?

17 He answered me; That tree is a willow, and always loves to live. If therefore these rods shall be planted, and receive a little moisture, many of them will recover themselves.

18 Wherefore I will try, and will pour water upon them, and if any of them can live, I will rejoice with him; but if not, at least by this means I shall be found not to have neglected my part.

19 Then he commanded me to call them; and they all came unto him, every one in the rank in which he stood, and gave him their rods; which having received, he planted every one of them in their several orders.

20 And after he had planted them all, he poured much water upon them, insomuch that they were covered with water, and did not appear above it. Then when he had watered them, he said unto me; Let us depart, and after a little time we will return and visit them.

21 For he who created this tree, would have all those live that received rods from it. And I hope now that these rods are thus watered, many of them receiving in the moisture, will recover.

22 ¶ I said unto him, Sir, tell me what this tree denotes? For I am greatly astonished, that after so many branches have been cut off, it seems still to be whole; nor does there any thing the less of it appear to remain, which greatly amazes me.

23 He answered, Hearken. This great tree which covers the plains and the mountains, and all the earth, is the law of God, published throughout the whole world.

24 Now this law is the Son of God, who is preached to all the ends of the earth. The people that stand under its shadow, are those which have heard his preaching, and believed.

25 The great and venerable angel which you saw, was Michael, who has the power over his people, and governs them. For he has planted the law in the hearts of those who have believed; and therefore he visits them to whom he has given the law, to see if they have kept it.

26 And he examines every one's rod; and of those, many that are weakened: for those rods are the law of the Lord. Then he discerns all those who have not kept the law, knowing the place of every one of them.

27 I said unto him, Sir, why did he send away some to the tower, and left others here to you? He replied, those who have transgressed the law, which they received from him, are left in my power, that they may repent of their sins: but they who fulfilled the law and kept it, are under his power.

28 But who then, said I, are those, who went into the tower crowned? He replied all such as having striven with the devil, have overcome him, are crowned: and they are those, who have suffered hard things, that they might keep the law.

29 But they who gave up their rods green, and with young branches, but without fruit, have indeed endured trouble for the same law, but have not suffered death; neither have they denied their holy law.

30 They who delivered up their rods green as they received them, are those who were modest and just, and have lived with a very pure mind, and kept the commandments of God.

31 The rest thou shalt know, when I shall have considered those rods which I have planted and watered.
 
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A consideration …

“If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin …”

“But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.”

consider this too:

Matt 10:34-39 (YLT)
`Ye may not suppose that I came to put peace on the earth; I did not come to put peace, but a sword; for I came to set a man at variance against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law, and the enemies of a man are those of his household. `He who is loving father or mother above me, is not worthy of me, and he who is loving son or daughter above me, is not worthy of me, and whoever doth not receive his cross and follow after me, is not worthy of me. `He who found his life shall lose it, and he who lost his life for my sake shall find it.


Song 8:6-7 (YLT)
Set me as a seal on thy heart, as a seal on thine arm, For strong as death is love, Sharp as Sheol is jealousy, Its burnings are burnings of fire, a flame of Jah! Many waters are not able to quench the love, And floods do not wash it away. If one give all the wealth of his house for love, Treading down--they tread upon it.


but what I want to express I don't know how. the tears feed something inside of me. I would that I receive hell from him and my body and soul be destroyed... for I shall be with him and he with me and nothing will be in the way. they make us run away and hide in caves. they cast us out of the synagogues. alone I shall find him. what can i do if the poor do not want my riches? I don't know what else to do for them but with my Lord I shall live and all will be blessed. here is a spiritual practice I made with the Lord. it is called seeing the eternity reality in things that do not appear to have them. here is what a spiritual practice of mine is- to contemplate music... but contemplation is not work, it is loving God, it is being with God and losing this shadow of self. it is a delight to die, to be destroyed and all I want is from him and him alone. to give self to him, to be with him and we are.... but to be alone, to not be with him, this must die. and in this together is the truth.
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the lust that my soul is such because she loves to display her affection for God in such a manner. those who would tell me to rid myself of my desires might understand the serpent that their words are but the unending beauty of God is my consuming fire. there is no such thing as beauty in this world. there are only symbols of beauty in this object world. this desire is a sacrifice, a token of love to God. it is her offering that she daily offers to him and yet those wicked men want to tell this beauty that she is to forsake her beauty to become enlightened? do they not even know the purpose of being enlightened?

i don't want to be enlightened. i want to go insane over and for him. this is the only sanity I know. how am I to express myself? i'm whole and complete and only for him. i'm broken into pieces and it's all for him.

to utter his name, a calling out to him, is blaspheme. if I have cancer in my brain then i want it to increase.
 
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There is great confusion outside of the city, but those who have not entered cannot perceive being ensnared by it, or they know not what they do, not knowing where they have come to or who they are born of, being still but words on a page, for the lack of a cross ...

Without an absolute, nothing changes ...
 
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Ps 73:25-28 (YLT)
Whom have I in the heavens? And with Thee none I have desired in earth. Consumed hath been my flesh and my heart, The rock of my heart and my portion is God to the age. For, lo, those far from Thee do perish, Thou hast cut off every one, Who is going a whoring from Thee. And I--nearness of God to me is good, I have placed in the Lord Jehovah my refuge, To recount all Thy works!
 
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David had learned to abide in his word (though he did not remain, being a bloody man/his confusion being ever before his face), and found that there are few who were where he was.

(In one form) The leading of the Spirit of Truth in the wilderness was to a dying out, or the losing of one's soul whereas the land (and the entering thereof) was the gaining of it, and the leading as different as the Manna, as opposed to the Hidden Manna.

When we reason with God he leads us into the Truth of Self, which then becomes the foundation/knowledge that all things like a river flow from, and this in us; where our wilderness becomes a well watered garden.
 
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The threshingfloor is such a powerful truth in the language of God, as it equates to the law of our mind (or a tenth, which is the masculine form, relating to the first forty of Moses, before the law became feminine (with its measurements, or as something that came out a second time (a wilderness where they provoke God (ten times, fulfilling the second forty) by their perception), which equates to what Jacob became to Esau with all its nuance’s).

When the ark was steadied by Uzzah (feminine of the strength of God) it had come to a threshingfloor prepared (which equates to the good ground, but as the pattern, through a death the seed that the ark became was planted in Obededom’s house (worker of Edom/Esau/Flesh/a Gittite/Gath/a city of the Philistines) for three months (as it relates to the three feasts one is called up to Jerusalem to keep/or perception/law of our soul/threshingfloor equating to the process of our reasoning (though first the natural/flesh, then the spirit, as the pattern goes).

The interesting thing about the threshingfloor (like all things in God’s language) it is sown in scripture in such a way as it threads its way in out of every situation, not being limited in its scope to the word threshingfloor, as it does in the numerical value of the process of the woman/soul, and all of it equating to this process in us of a son called out of the perception of flesh as to our identity.

When Solomon began to build the temple, he began it in the threshingfloor that David had prepared when through his reasoning (temptation) he numbered the people (9 months to delivery of this son) where he sacrificed this truth of self (and the unknowingly measuring of the first born in him) birthed out of his own reasoning (much like the first son of Bathsheba) in Ornan (strength) a Jebusite, or an inhabitant of Jebus, which is the seventh (rest unto death/or a temple rejected) of the named Kings to be driven out, equating to the earthy Jerusalem which Jebus became renamed as.

Suffice it to say, one could rewrite the entire Bible in the form that relates to the threshingfloor as one could do this with other words of the language of God whose sum would lead one to the one word God is and who we are in relationship to him as this one word.

When we reason with God we become clean.
 
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To be rich does not show God's pleasure no more than being poor shows God's displeasure.

To believe that it is, is to have eaten of the tree that slays by a knowledge that does not lead to life, but a life built upon the labor of thought to measure up to one who has no measure; it becomes a bottomless pit, a forever falling, but coming to no end.

Labor for nothing.
 
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