- May 28, 2017
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I've been feeling depressed lately. Generalized anxiety disorder is such a heavy burden. Nearly 12 years and I still haven't found the right treatment. I just want it to go away and never come back, but it never will. I'm constantly terrified that it will kill me or give me serious problems before I can get it under control. Even if I do get it under control, it will probably be too late.
I'm always asking, why did this have to happen to me? Why couldn't I only feel anxious in certain situations and at least have some time where I can relax? Why doesn't anything relieve it? What's the point of living a life where you're miserable all the time?
Last night was the worst I've had in a while. My anxiety was worse than it's been in a long time, and it kept me awake most of the night.
I'm always asking, why did this have to happen to me? Why couldn't I only feel anxious in certain situations and at least have some time where I can relax? Why doesn't anything relieve it? What's the point of living a life where you're miserable all the time?
Last night was the worst I've had in a while. My anxiety was worse than it's been in a long time, and it kept me awake most of the night.
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