Things aren't easy lately. I know this isn't the first rant thread I've created, but sometimes I just need to get everything off my chest once and for all.
Well, it has now been six months since I've been to mass thanks to my work schedule. To add insult to injury when I let it slip that I wanted to start RCIA classes on Tuesday nights they changed my days off till Wednesday and Thursday. To say this hasn't done well for my relationship with God is an understatement. It isn't easy to keep faithful when you can't participate in any of the pillars of your faith.
It's ironic actually. I took this job in Hawaii because I thought it would make things like RCIA possible. My old job in Chicago left me on call 24/7 with no chance of any time off. To top it off when I was called up I was often gone for three or four days so not only was my faith affected, but every other aspect of my life followed suit rather quickly. I moved out here to Maui as I was promised a 5-day work week with no nights, yet as soon as I got here they went to a 430AM to 2AM work day in which you're on call for any combination of 16 hours during that time. Well, once again there goes my life. To make matters worse the person in charge of scheduling is one of the worst persons I've ever met. To him the schedule is a weapon against us. For instance, when they found out I was Catholic I suddenly found myself working every Saturday night and Sunday morning. It's gotten to the point with us all where most who can afford it quit (we had to sign a 1 year $8000 training contract) and the rest are just buying their time till they can also escape.
As for myself, I'm just struggling to keep my life together. I'm loving Maui, but I can't seem to get anything done with my life. We're planning a wedding, but we don't know where we'll be in a year so it's almost impossible to agree on anything. I can't go to mass, or take any classes I would like to (I was going to look into a spanish class at the local junior college, but that's impossible). Heck, I can't even plan what I'm doing this Friday as I have no idea when I'll be working and I won't know until at least 940 Thursday night.
ARGH!
OK, so I've had a few beers and I'm rather tired while writing this. But if you've read this far, thanks for listening.
Well, it has now been six months since I've been to mass thanks to my work schedule. To add insult to injury when I let it slip that I wanted to start RCIA classes on Tuesday nights they changed my days off till Wednesday and Thursday. To say this hasn't done well for my relationship with God is an understatement. It isn't easy to keep faithful when you can't participate in any of the pillars of your faith.
It's ironic actually. I took this job in Hawaii because I thought it would make things like RCIA possible. My old job in Chicago left me on call 24/7 with no chance of any time off. To top it off when I was called up I was often gone for three or four days so not only was my faith affected, but every other aspect of my life followed suit rather quickly. I moved out here to Maui as I was promised a 5-day work week with no nights, yet as soon as I got here they went to a 430AM to 2AM work day in which you're on call for any combination of 16 hours during that time. Well, once again there goes my life. To make matters worse the person in charge of scheduling is one of the worst persons I've ever met. To him the schedule is a weapon against us. For instance, when they found out I was Catholic I suddenly found myself working every Saturday night and Sunday morning. It's gotten to the point with us all where most who can afford it quit (we had to sign a 1 year $8000 training contract) and the rest are just buying their time till they can also escape.
As for myself, I'm just struggling to keep my life together. I'm loving Maui, but I can't seem to get anything done with my life. We're planning a wedding, but we don't know where we'll be in a year so it's almost impossible to agree on anything. I can't go to mass, or take any classes I would like to (I was going to look into a spanish class at the local junior college, but that's impossible). Heck, I can't even plan what I'm doing this Friday as I have no idea when I'll be working and I won't know until at least 940 Thursday night.
ARGH!
OK, so I've had a few beers and I'm rather tired while writing this. But if you've read this far, thanks for listening.