Support thread for ED/SI/etc ... come on in! *poss. trig* (4)

[katey]

hey Becky. how you doing?


i'm not fab had a pretty bad night last night. things arent going # well right now at all.

hope everyones ok xx

 

[beckybooiloveu]

huge hugs. im praying for u sis... wats happening?

 

[GoGators]

Whats wrong Katey??

I'm praying for all of you guys!!

 

[katey]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope your having a good day. xx


i've just been really low for a few days and last night i exploded i got soem new about a uni course i'd applied for. i tried not to get my hopes up about it, bu its what i really really wanted to do. and tried so hard coz i knew id b upset and dissapointed. and guess what i was i didnt get in the course leader rang me yesterday to discuss the applictaionh. and basically said that if he just went of my grades i'd b in no problem. but he has # take my health into account. he said i could try re applying for next year. and theyd relook at it mayeb if things were a bit better. but i dotn know i dnt think i could face being knocked back. it would mean keeping out of hosptial and stuss which yeah dotn get me wrong i know i dont want to go bk in there but i dnt kno whats gna happen in a year do i!

i just got really really low it sort of topped evrything of and i exploded last night went for a run at #am this morning and got stopped by the police n stuff n i'd been stopped last saturday and spent # hours in a cell and # hours in hospital with them so yeah they were a bit worried about me last night.

its just all too much right now. i blew up at my counciling last friday aswell.

i just wanna scream n stop feeling like i am

sorry guys for that little rant there. xxx

 

[beckybooiloveu]

awwww hun... *HUGE HUGE HUGS* I understand that youa re upset about not getting into the course, but just keep reminding yourself that it because they care, and are worried... they just dont want you to jump into something that you may not be able to cope with or that might be abit too much.And take comfort in the fact that he said that your grades were good and that you would have got in on that. Because that is an achievement (that you had good enough grades), not all ppl have good enough grades.

Just keep your head up high. You can get through this. I'm here for you if you need to talk.
take care
*HUGS*

 

[shazabella]

Hi everyone,

Everything is just bad atm ... i had a shocking bible study session and am still all fragile from it. Uni course applications need to be in this month and i have my course graduation next month, neither of which I'm prepared for. I got a wrong number on my phone and it was one of my ex's mates and that scared me silly.

I haven't eaten very much at all this week and its scaring me. I see my T tomorrow and i just want to cry.



- Shaz

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*huge Hugs*

 

[MyaShane]

Katey - we all need something to help bring us out of this and maybe for you it'll be the goal of wanting to get into that course. Try and focus on that goal if it's really something you want that badly and hopefully it can keep you driven enough to be heathier. Prayers for you!!


Hang in there Shaz! It can be so overwhelming when it all hits at once, can't it? Try and just prioritize and focus on each one at a time so you don't get yourself too stressed out. Praying for you, too!

 

[katey]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((shaz)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

Praying for all of you. God bless you all!!!!! much love to you!!!! Keep strong!!!!! Dont give up on recovery.....we all deserve it!!!!
We need to nourish our bodies for Christ so we can be a light and spread his word. We need to give up our fears of weight gain...and fear the Lord instead. I feel like a hypocrite when I say all this...buts its true....

 

[beckybooiloveu]

huge hugs

 

[katey]

huge hugs to eevryone hope your all doing ok.

am not great at mo its #am here and am wide awake as usual i've got a therapy appointment in the morning and am dreading it
*snuggles *

 

[Daysoni]

Sorry I haven't been on here I have been so busy and now very stressed. I have so much going on that I am having troubles on staying symptom free. I have been doing so well it's hard to not fall back. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[katey]

praying for you
xxx

 

[MyaShane]

Hang in there Daysoni! We've both been dealing with this for a long time but we know that it can be done! I have the toughest time when I get stressed, too and right now with taking # classes this semester, I'm really trying to keep focused on staying healthy! Let's both be strong!!

 

[beckybooiloveu]

praying for you all

 

[freedomsong]

Hi. I don't know if any of you remember me b/c it's been awhile since I have been on here. I guess I just need support. I am a college student who has recently taken a postion as RA on a floor in a dorm. I love my postion, but it is stressful. Also, I have to deal with crazy family issues and all of it has just been too much lately. Anyways, I had pretty much stopped my bulemic behavior over the summer, but it seems as though throwing up is the only way I can find control so I began doing this again. I know the solution would be to talk to a professional, but I can't. I am so frustrated though. I just need a hug, but I am supposed to be strong for everyone else. I can't talk to anyone about this in person...i just can't.

 

[katey]

*snugles* sometimes its ok, not # be strong. were all here and we can help support you. (((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

Hi. I don't know if any of you remember me b/c it's been awhile since I have been on here. I guess I just need support. I am a college student who has recently taken a postion as RA on a floor in a dorm. I love my postion, but it is stressful. Also, I have to deal with crazy family issues and all of it has just been too much lately. Anyways, I had pretty much stopped my bulemic behavior over the summer, but it seems as though throwing up is the only way I can find control so I began doing this again. I know the solution would be to talk to a professional, but I can't. I am so frustrated though. I just need a hug, but I am supposed to be strong for everyone else. I can't talk to anyone about this in person...i just can't.

Hun, you only feel out of control because you allow it. Dont let bulimia overtake you. You do not control it, it will start controlling you. God controls us, remember he is always with us in times of stress and frustration. Count on him, not on bulimia. Plus our bodies are not our own, we shouldnt treat them with disrespect...we should treat them with love and care because God gave these bodies to us for a short while so we could further his kingdom...our bodies are a test to see if we will take care of them and obey Gods word....dont fall into Satans traps. Bulimia/Anorexia kills. Its not okay, its dangerous. I am here for you and praying. Just look to God.....not bulimia. Much love!!! PM me if you like.

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*HUGS* wow... its quiet in here again