Hello everyone,
So I recently stumbled with sexual immortality for the third, and hopefully last time, since my baptism. I had a dream that night that I was in a huge ornately decorated mansion. I think there were others there at some point, but I mostly remember being there alone. I was in a big dining room, although I don’t remember eating anything, but I became nauseous and puked up this compact bundle of green leaves, slightly spattered with blood. A vine all wadded up is the first thing that came to mind. Then somehow I was at the top of a big staircase, cleaning up puke with a hose, spraying it down the stairs. After that I woke up, feeling like I really was going to be sick. I was nauseous and felt terrible all day. I’ve researched it, and prayed to the Lord, but still am not sure. I’m terrified to think it was from God, showing me I’ve lost my salvation from the continuous, same sin; or perhaps from the evil one, attacking me in my dreams, preying on my guilt, trying to make me think just that. Or maybe even just my subconscious, sick with myself from my sin because of my new and changing heart. So idk, I’m trying to stay strong and not get discouraged or lose hope, so I appreciate any thoughts or ideas. Thanks and God bless
So I recently stumbled with sexual immortality for the third, and hopefully last time, since my baptism. I had a dream that night that I was in a huge ornately decorated mansion. I think there were others there at some point, but I mostly remember being there alone. I was in a big dining room, although I don’t remember eating anything, but I became nauseous and puked up this compact bundle of green leaves, slightly spattered with blood. A vine all wadded up is the first thing that came to mind. Then somehow I was at the top of a big staircase, cleaning up puke with a hose, spraying it down the stairs. After that I woke up, feeling like I really was going to be sick. I was nauseous and felt terrible all day. I’ve researched it, and prayed to the Lord, but still am not sure. I’m terrified to think it was from God, showing me I’ve lost my salvation from the continuous, same sin; or perhaps from the evil one, attacking me in my dreams, preying on my guilt, trying to make me think just that. Or maybe even just my subconscious, sick with myself from my sin because of my new and changing heart. So idk, I’m trying to stay strong and not get discouraged or lose hope, so I appreciate any thoughts or ideas. Thanks and God bless
