Perhaps some of you guys meant well, but your responses to Euthymios is not very helpful to someone in his situation.
Euthymios, the internet is not the best place to seek out counsel on any such subjects or issues like the one you brought up. The anonyminity of the internet is a temptation for people with issues to hide behind. What you see here is not representative of world wide Orthodoxy, so please don't take a few quirky responses on such fora as this as indicative of worldwide Orthodoxy.
I do agree with you that some converts do engage in some of the behaviors you mentioned, especially the insidious disease of clericalism. The clergy (any given clergy person, including lay monastics) are put up on such a high pedestal. They act as if they are the only members of the Church with any worthwhile chrism so to speak, and can do and say no wrong (the following statement may upset some of people here), but the strange focus on Fr Seraphim is a good example of what I'm talking about. I personally like Fr Seraphim, his writings were very helpful to me as an Orthodox Christian, but he was not right on everything he said. I agree with you on that Euthymios.
If I would to give any suggestion, it would be to not come on the internet to try to come to some resolution to any problems or issues you are having.