Scared I Committed the Unpardonable Sin

[Ivan Hlavanda]

I am absolutely terrified. That doesn’t even begin to describe the word. It just happened moments ago. I don’t know what to think. One of the worst things is when it happened, I wasn’t crying. But I was screaming in my head noooooo! I shouted at the thoughts as they were flying in, screaming internally. Yelling stop it, stop it! They were the most awful thoughts I have ever heard. Even my throat is scratchy from screaming. It’s like thoughts are trying to tell me I don’t care, that I’m not scared, when I’m shaking right now. I’m absolutely scared by it looking like I barely reacted to it, but I was screaming at the thoughts. Thoughts are telling me I really did it and I’m done... I really refrain from coming on here. But this...I feel sick. I don’t know what to think, why did I not cry?

I feel so afraid by my reaction...thoughts telling me this is for real, or that my heart’s hardened. That I’m falling away. Even a thought popped in my head saying I’m going to die and not be saved. A thought just popped in my head and said “I’m going to hell. Bye everyone!” Please pray for me. I remember though, as these thoughts were flying in I shouted praise to the Holy Spirit. I told Him I will never leave Him. I asked Him to assure me I didn’t think these things.

It’s a quarter to 2 am and I can’t sleep. I’m sitting here, under the covers, staring into space. Thoughts trying to say I don’t care but here I’m whispering no over and over again...

The only unpardonable sin that person can commit is to reject Jesus. Once you are born of the Spirit, you are a child of God and you are forever saved. Does that mean we can sin? Of course not, sins still have consequences and God will surely discipline you.

Why do people believe there is something that they can do that makes them unsaved?

 

[Bobber]

I often have struggled with what’s true and what isn’t in my mind, what I really think and feel. And I’m just...I don’t want to give up.

Give up what? In regard to what?

 

[Maria Billingsley]

I am absolutely terrified. That doesn’t even begin to describe the word. It just happened moments ago. I don’t know what to think. One of the worst things is when it happened, I wasn’t crying. But I was screaming in my head noooooo! I shouted at the thoughts as they were flying in, screaming internally. Yelling stop it, stop it! They were the most awful thoughts I have ever heard. Even my throat is scratchy from screaming. It’s like thoughts are trying to tell me I don’t care, that I’m not scared, when I’m shaking right now. I’m absolutely scared by it looking like I barely reacted to it, but I was screaming at the thoughts. Thoughts are telling me I really did it and I’m done... I really refrain from coming on here. But this...I feel sick. I don’t know what to think, why did I not cry?

I feel so afraid by my reaction...thoughts telling me this is for real, or that my heart’s hardened. That I’m falling away. Even a thought popped in my head saying I’m going to die and not be saved. A thought just popped in my head and said “I’m going to hell. Bye everyone!” Please pray for me. I remember though, as these thoughts were flying in I shouted praise to the Holy Spirit. I told Him I will never leave Him. I asked Him to assure me I didn’t think these things.

It’s a quarter to 2 am and I can’t sleep. I’m sitting here, under the covers, staring into space. Thoughts trying to say I don’t care but here I’m whispering no over and over again...

I am sorry you are going through such fear. Love conquers all fear and the Father is Love. Set your heart on Him through His Son Jesus Christ of Nazareth then He will fill you with His Holy Spirit who will release you from the bondage of fear and give you everlasting peace. Be blessed.

 

[Nicole Roberson]

Give up what? In regard to what?

I don’t want to give up on this battle I mean.

 

[LoricaLady]

These are the only 3 unforgivable sins that I have seen in the Bible. First to attribute the miracles of Messiah to the devil. This is what the Pharisees did and it meant they were blaspheming the Holy Spirit because the Holy Spirit was doing the miracles through our Lord.

It would be an unforgivable sin to take the Mark of the beast. It would be an unforgivable sin to die while scorning the gift of salvation.

I highly doubt you have committed any of the sins. To me maybe the bigger issue here is your anxiety. It seems like you were being attacked from the Darkside.

Speaking or even singing Bible verses are a great form of spiritual warfare.

You can research that In the Bible.

I pray you will be freed from your torment and come to peace.

 

[LoricaLady]

This long movie is essentially the Gospel of John word for word:

I own the DVD.

Great movie and it is free on YouTube now.

 

[Tolworth John]

Some great care and reassurance given here by you guys.

 

[Tolworth John]

I don’t want to give up on this battle I mean.

Hopefully you have had some sleep and are feeling better.

May I add to the advice and reassurance you have been offered.

Our salvation is from God, we do not save ourselves and neither do we maintain our salvation.

When aflicked by feelings that one is lost, not worthy of salvation, destined for hell etc. Concentrate on thanking and praising God for what he has done.
Don't concentrate on your feelings, concentrate on the historical facts.

Last point, we all get what are called ' intrusive thoughts ', unexpected thoughts that accuse us of something or suggest we should say or do something.
These are not real thoughts, they are an error of our mind.
These are best dealt with by just acknowledging them.
A thought occours, " THAT WAS THE UNFORGIVABLE SIN!" All one does is say or think, Yes that is correct, and move on.
Even if one has thought horrible blasphemous thoughts, Jesus will forgive us. He knows when we sin, he knows when our minds play tricks on us, his love for us is far, far greater than our ability to sin.

 

[BibleBeliever1611]

Well have you believed in Jesus Christ? If you have believed in Jesus you are saved forever and can never lose your salvation. If you are saved it's impossible for you to truly commit the unpardonable sin.

 

[LoricaLady]

Well have you believed in Jesus Christ? If you have believed in Jesus you are saved forever and can never lose your salvation. If you are saved it's impossible for you to truly commit the unpardonable sin.

Once saved always saved is a doctrine believed by some Christians, but certainly not by all.

The Bible says that those who persevere to the end will be saved. It says if a good man forsakes his good ways and goes after evil ways that all the good things he has done will not be counted.

I pray for light and wisdom.