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I know I'm not righteous. But the problem is I don't think I ever will be. I Iived/live a terrible sinful life. Looking back on all my sins I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like I could have done better. I'm so confused with being on the right path. I think it's too late for me. I think I'm going to hell . There's no justification. (Wisdom is justified by her deeds) I want to be a true Christian. Nah I just want to be real.. i don't want to be a hypocrite....the fire is there. I know I love the Lord. I just don't know who I am anymore.. or how to be righteous...and live for the Lord...i have the fire in me though...the passion to live for the Lord is there..i read my bible sometimes though some of the stuff in there is too much for me to comprehend. And I forget a lot. I don't pray much. I never really lived that Christian lifestyle. You know. But I always claimed that I love God. Though my actions never really showed it....and I guess I'm starting to wake up and see that I'm not living right. I guess my question is how does one become righteous or live truly for the Lord?
Jenniferdiana,
If you are born again, you are righteous regardless of what you do. Your sense of guilt and condemnation comes from seeing your self apart from Christ. You clearly have a works mentality. Even many who understand the positional righteousness we have in Christ may still look upon their works as a determination of righteousness or not. This is not true.
It is impossible for us to make right decisions because of our limited existence. The only one who can make right decisions is God since He exists apart from time and space, sees everything at once and knows what is right and what is wrong. He knows what is right and what is wrong because he sees every outcome of every choice. We can not do that.
That is not say we can not have guidelines. We have been given guidelines: we have our conscious, we have the knowledge of right and wrong in our hearts, and we have been given the Scriptures. Jesus came to Earth as a created man and emptied himself of his divinity so that he had to live as a human just like us. Jesus lived the perfect life because he had all that we had, plus one more thing: the indwelling of the Holy Spirit at birth so he was able to be led by the Spirit his entire life.
The new birth has been given to us so we, too, can be led by the Spirit. However, there is still one aspect that we have that Jesus did not have. In his incarnation, there was no sin in his body or soul. We can renew our souls by the Word and the Spirit, but our bodies remain mortal and need redemption, which is why all creation is groaning and waiting for the redemption of our bodies. Consequently, even though we can also be led by the Spirit we are more likely to make mistakes.
Several years ago, the Lord brought understanding to me of these verses.
Rom 8:27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
Rom 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
Rom 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
The Spirit within us knows the kind of mistakes we make and intercedes for us so all things work for good for those of us who love God and are called according to his purpose, despite the mistakes we make. In other words, He rights our wrongs in this life. That means, we are righteous not only positionally in Christ, but we are righteous in deed through the Spirit working outcomes that become right.
As I said in the beginning, what is right is also what ends right, and we can not know how anything ends because we are limited beings. But God know all outcomes and He can take our wrong decisions, and still make it come out right in the end. It is God who is working on our behalf to turn all things to good. Like the potter and the clay, even if the first pottery formed is marred, the potter can still turn in into something better, even though it is different.
If you see your righteousness strictly by what you do and know, yes, you are a loser, but then so am I and everyone else. As a lover of Christ, however, you need to see your righteousness from His point of view, not yours.
Finally, for all the legalists who will argue against what I am saying, I am not saying you should be stupid and sin willy nilly since God will work it out for you. We are not to tempt the Lord. All sin has death as a consequence. We still need to follow the guidelines of our conscious, our hearts, the Scriptures and the leading of the Spirit. To not follow these guidelines shows either gross stupidity on our parts, or we do not love the Lord and are not called according to his purpose. The work of God on our behalf then becomes jammed. So we are not stupid, but are wise in recognizing sin and steering clear of it at every sighting, choosing the right paths instead. Then, while we are choosing the right path, the grace of God covers our mistakes that will still happen because of the mortal state we remain in until we are glorified.
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