- Jul 21, 2021
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Greetings everyone! Bear with me, this is very long but for those up to it - I really could use some advice! I’m brand new here, and I introduced myself recently. I’m a lifelong LCMS Lutheran and have 3 young adult kids. My husband, 21yo special needs son and I all attend and are members of a LCMS church we adore (we found it last year, an answer to prayers). Our oldest son is 24, also Lutheran, but lives in another city going to graduate school. He is strong in his faith, praise God. (All 3 of our kids have been Baptized btw).
I’m writing about our precious daughter. She’s 18 and I could not have asked for a kinder, sweeter child. She’s full of love, kindness, so thoughtful, holds herself to high moral standards, serious about her studies, etc. and just the sunshine of our lives.
However (isn’t there always a however?), although every week I say “I really hope you’ll come to church with us Sunday, not pressuring you but please think about it,” she never does, and she’s always asleep when we leave (more on that later). Ditto with confirmation (which could be self-paced here). Additionally, she does not want to ever “talk religion,” it makes her very uncomfortable, so I don’t push it (or even approach it tbh), though I do know for sure (her words) she is not atheist or agnostic. I think she has her own kind of faith in God, but that’s really all I know. She’s in that all-too-familiar phase of life some of us can relate to, where she is, well, I guess putting these kinds of things on the back burner?
She attended once with us when we first went last year, and really loved it, she’s quite shy at first, but the other teens her age there were so friendly and welcoming, she said she didn’t feel awkward at all! And yet, she hasn’t come back.
Partly - maybe mainly (?) - it’s because her summer hours are atrocious. She stays up way way late into the night and sleeps most of the day. That said, she diligently makes sure she does her share of household duties, her studies, and she also has a part time job - she isn’t lazy at all. Her schedule is just flipped from what is typical. This started last year when school went online, it was a benefit to her because she’s always, always been a night owl (even as a young child). So, just tell her she "has" to go with us anyway, even though she'll be exhausted and very likely irritable, which would affect the rest of us? IDK ugh.
She will be living with us for at least a good year more (spending 1 year at a local community college starting next month, no morning classes though, ugh), making this topic very timely for me and our family.
Finally - now to where I desperately need advice and prayers. I honestly wonder if she isn’t going to church with us simply because her sleep schedule is so different, since she did love it that first time last year. I think possibly if she woke earlier she’d go with us, albeit maybe grudgingly and irritable/tired which would bother the rest of us for sure. So...do I “make” her go? It goes against my nature and I have to say, I esp don't want her to ruin our mood if she's cranky from lack of sleep.
Here’s where guilt rains down upon my head...we attended a Lutheran church all throughout her childhood but (as I explained in my intro post) the services were so overwhelmingly contemporary and loud (praise bands, Christian rock, electric guitars, large TV screens, etc.) none of us enjoyed Sunday services. We mostly just loved the fellowship opportunities and joined all of them, but started more and more skipping Sunday services because they left us feeling exhausted rather than spiritually refreshed - we started dreading it. Eventually, we just stopped going.
(Our oldest son had been confirmed by this time, and has stayed strong in his faith). Our daughter has never been confirmed, we stopped going to church right around the time this would have started. Sigh.
Because of this we went many, many years churchless. It was only last year my husband and I found a church we immediately knew we could call “home.” It’s a classic liturgical church, with an amazing congregation and warm and joyful fellowship - everything we dreamed of. Sundays are the highlight of our week!
So back to my daughter. I’m legitimately too afraid - yes, afraid - to broach the subject with her about these things bc of her current deep sensitivity (at its height right now, she gets incredibly sensitive about the smallest things - well to me at least) and not wanting to bumble around awkwardly or even worse, make her feel attacked or “bad”:
I feel like I’ve really missed the boat.
But, now what???
Guys and gals, I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. Do any of you think I need to let go of the “fear of pressuring her” and that my husband and I should start to “require” her to attend church with us since she still lives with us? OR do any of you think we should just gently keep asking her every week to please consider joining us and continue praying for discernment? I’m praying but right now not getting ANY “feeling” of how to approach this. Sigh.
I eagerly hope for opinions, advice and prayers here!
(If any of you made it through this novella of a post, thank you. I know I’m wordy lol. And God bless you.)
Greetings everyone! Bear with me, this is very long but for those up to it - I really could use some advice! I’m brand new here, and I introduced myself recently. I’m a lifelong LCMS Lutheran and have 3 young adult kids. My husband, 21yo special needs son and I all attend and are members of a LCMS church we adore (we found it last year, an answer to prayers). Our oldest son is 24, also Lutheran, but lives in another city going to graduate school. He is strong in his faith, praise God. (All 3 of our kids have been Baptized btw).
I’m writing about our precious daughter. She’s 18 and I could not have asked for a kinder, sweeter child. She’s full of love, kindness, so thoughtful, holds herself to high moral standards, serious about her studies, etc. and just the sunshine of our lives.
However (isn’t there always a however?), although every week I say “I really hope you’ll come to church with us Sunday, not pressuring you but please think about it,” she never does, and she’s always asleep when we leave (more on that later). Ditto with confirmation (which could be self-paced here). Additionally, she does not want to ever “talk religion,” it makes her very uncomfortable, so I don’t push it (or even approach it tbh), though I do know for sure (her words) she is not atheist or agnostic. I think she has her own kind of faith in God, but that’s really all I know. She’s in that all-too-familiar phase of life some of us can relate to, where she is, well, I guess putting these kinds of things on the back burner?
She attended once with us when we first went last year, and really loved it, she’s quite shy at first, but the other teens her age there were so friendly and welcoming, she said she didn’t feel awkward at all! And yet, she hasn’t come back.
Partly - maybe mainly (?) - it’s because her summer hours are atrocious. She stays up way way late into the night and sleeps most of the day. That said, she diligently makes sure she does her share of household duties, her studies, and she also has a part time job - she isn’t lazy at all. Her schedule is just flipped from what is typical. This started last year when school went online, it was a benefit to her because she’s always, always been a night owl (even as a young child). So, just tell her she "has" to go with us anyway, even though she'll be exhausted and very likely irritable, which would affect the rest of us? IDK ugh.
She will be living with us for at least a good year more (spending 1 year at a local community college starting next month, no morning classes though, ugh), making this topic very timely for me and our family.
Finally - now to where I desperately need advice and prayers. I honestly wonder if she isn’t going to church with us simply because her sleep schedule is so different, since she did love it that first time last year. I think possibly if she woke earlier she’d go with us, albeit maybe grudgingly and irritable/tired which would bother the rest of us for sure. So...do I “make” her go? It goes against my nature and I have to say, I esp don't want her to ruin our mood if she's cranky from lack of sleep.
Here’s where guilt rains down upon my head...we attended a Lutheran church all throughout her childhood but (as I explained in my intro post) the services were so overwhelmingly contemporary and loud (praise bands, Christian rock, electric guitars, large TV screens, etc.) none of us enjoyed Sunday services. We mostly just loved the fellowship opportunities and joined all of them, but started more and more skipping Sunday services because they left us feeling exhausted rather than spiritually refreshed - we started dreading it. Eventually, we just stopped going.
(Our oldest son had been confirmed by this time, and has stayed strong in his faith). Our daughter has never been confirmed, we stopped going to church right around the time this would have started. Sigh.
Because of this we went many, many years churchless. It was only last year my husband and I found a church we immediately knew we could call “home.” It’s a classic liturgical church, with an amazing congregation and warm and joyful fellowship - everything we dreamed of. Sundays are the highlight of our week!
So back to my daughter. I’m legitimately too afraid - yes, afraid - to broach the subject with her about these things bc of her current deep sensitivity (at its height right now, she gets incredibly sensitive about the smallest things - well to me at least) and not wanting to bumble around awkwardly or even worse, make her feel attacked or “bad”:
- Her faith in general. Being 18 now, I feel it would be terribly awkward for me to just start trying to discuss it with her, I know I’d talk too much, it would be like the Kool-Aid Man bursting through the wall lol, and I'd feel nervous and want to be sensitive but then, walking on eggshells too much, I’d probably end up irritated and I can’t see that going well (hard to explain).
- Church attendance (and confirmation): I so dearly want her to start going to church with us, and I so dearly desire for her to be confirmed. Our wonderful pastor has made it clear he will guide her through it whenever she’s ready, it can even be self-paced! (He’s already helping us with going through a modified catechism for our 21 yo who is autistic and intellectually disabled, how blessed we are!). As for "making" her: She’s very sensitive and I really don’t want her to feel like I’m pressuring her or anything like that. (so, maybe do some of you think I should just let go of/get over worrying about “pressuring” her and “just do it?” - I don’t know, and my prayers are not leaving me feeling one way or another...but prayer did lead me to post about it here...I think lol)
I feel like I’ve really missed the boat.
But, now what???
Guys and gals, I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. Do any of you think I need to let go of the “fear of pressuring her” and that my husband and I should start to “require” her to attend church with us since she still lives with us? OR do any of you think we should just gently keep asking her every week to please consider joining us and continue praying for discernment? I’m praying but right now not getting ANY “feeling” of how to approach this. Sigh.
I eagerly hope for opinions, advice and prayers here!
(If any of you made it through this novella of a post, thank you. I know I’m wordy lol. And God bless you.)