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Hello all right yesterday/today I don’t know woke up doubt problem I’m having my time is spent on the threads so are you through it once upon and someone said they were scared when they stop stop oassessing that they might become a atheist and that worried me kind of that’s one thing I really don’t want to be or in agnostic I just want to be my little Christian child I mainly doubt and that worries me I don’t liked it out so mainly I’m reading things from a long time ago to for like 2012 but yeah they said when they stop assessing that that could happen I just want my faith back I hear trust but it’s hard to trust I haven’t stopped Playing my Bible but the Doubt is really strong it’s that I’m just worried I won’t come back it’s hard to say worried because I feel numb to almost
everything I just want my faith back and sometimes even doubt that too people say it’s OCD I’m really hoping that.

because in the past have OCD tendencies I have not stop praying but I realize they have gotten may be a little shorter so it’s cause I’m kind of saying the same thing over and over again

i’m trying but I just sit all day are used to have hobbies but when I’m sad and I can’t feel my faith I kind of just stop everything and some I got convicted for I don’t know if it was OCD or the Holy Spirit

so simply I’m trying to trust I hope I’m still a Christian mainly spend all day reading threads so if you have any advice I’ll be great I’m just a little scared about
Oassessing

I can’t look up proof because in the beginning it got worse and then it just makes it worse so I’ve heard people say I look for answers but I can’t look for answers on the answers make it worse so I’m kind of stuck in blind faith which I’m just want to get through this and go back to normal