Hi,
I'm hoping you can help me with some areas of questioning I have as I am keen to see if Christianity might be my path. I'm in a point of transition right now and I'm looking for someway to settle my soul.
But first, it's probably important that you know from where I am coming spiritually and intellectually so you can better understand my questions. I'm a university graduate who believes strongly in evidence based analysis. I have a keen interest in ancient history and have a minor in it. Therefore, when examining my own beliefs I have to put those skills to work.
In the past I've stayed away from Christianity, mostly because the people in my family or friends who are Christians have been of an unquestioned belief sort and been unable to answer my questions in a way that provides me with peace of mind. Also, I don't mean to cause anyone offence by the nature of my questions.
I should probably warn you that I don't and probably will never see the bible as without error or omission. There are simply too many places where it contradicts itself, repeats differently, changes it's message or simply it is no longer applicable to justify it's standpoint. I promise that I have actually read it and continue to do so, it has amazing value
But in contrast to this boubt, I do have a belief in God. Simply by the facts of existence and our internal struggle can his presence be seen. We historically have needed God, every culture has needed to find religion. And the most successful is those religions of Abraham. Presumably because it speaks to peoples minds, hearts and souls. And it's followers are quite persuasive
After looking at most religions of the world, Christianity appears to call to me the best. It can if understood right offer it's followers hope and joy, connection to ourselves and all others and a strong moral code. It believes in the ethic of reciprocity, give charitably, non-violence, etc. In addition, Jesus showed women respect, access to his teachings and the ability to be involved in worship in a time when we were still considered possessions of their father or husband and were forbidden from learning the scriptures.
I know that most people questioning faith talk about evil and why God created it. I accept good and evil as facets of existence. They are in every action and inaction, and are simply aspects of creation and life. This is not an issue for me.
But here is where the questioning starts.
1. There are 34000+ 'Christian' churches currently operating around the world. This fragmentation is disturbing, with consensus seemingly impossible to reach. I can only conclude that the flock has somehow scattered and where does that leave me? I'm not going to join a church at random and therefore I have to choose my own beliefs and match that to a church. But if I'm going to do that then why should I join one at all? Might as well just follow my own interpretation and be done with churches and church leaders.
2. I originally and incorrectly assumed that Christianity followed from Judaism which came about it's beliefs independently early on and they have been stable over it's history. I have since learnt that Zoroastrianism not only pre-dates Judaism but also provided Judaism with many of the core concepts (in God and Satan as opposing forces of good and evil, the messiah, heaven and hell, the Angels as divine beings created by god that interact with man, the resurrection, the end of days etc,). Therefore, this calls into doubt the reliability of all of the old testament. It also begs the question, what about Zoroastrianism, where did it gain these 'truths' and is it more correct than I had previously thought?
3. What about change? Change in culture, morals, ethics and beliefs. For any system to work, it must match the people it represents. Can/does Christianity change with time? Obviously it has on many issues (slavery, women's rights, polygamy, transferability of sin, etc) but can it continue to do so? Is it a belief system for the modern world, one that represents our culture and not that of 2000 years ago?
4. Violence. Christianity teaches that we should 'turn the other cheek' non-violence. However, in practice it has a long history of violence both towards it's own members and non-members. How can these acts be rationalised within the framework of Christianity?
If you choose to address any of these. Thank you. I have asked other questions before and been told I'm being insensitive or simply that I need to find and have faith and nothing else matters. I can't, I'll go without belief before handing over my faith blindly, that is just me. If it's true then it should stand up to scrutiny
Thanks again!!!!
p.s. is there a forum for possible believers. I wasn't sure exactly where to post this as I'm not exactly a non-believer but I'm also not a christian yet.
I'm hoping you can help me with some areas of questioning I have as I am keen to see if Christianity might be my path. I'm in a point of transition right now and I'm looking for someway to settle my soul.
But first, it's probably important that you know from where I am coming spiritually and intellectually so you can better understand my questions. I'm a university graduate who believes strongly in evidence based analysis. I have a keen interest in ancient history and have a minor in it. Therefore, when examining my own beliefs I have to put those skills to work.
In the past I've stayed away from Christianity, mostly because the people in my family or friends who are Christians have been of an unquestioned belief sort and been unable to answer my questions in a way that provides me with peace of mind. Also, I don't mean to cause anyone offence by the nature of my questions.
I should probably warn you that I don't and probably will never see the bible as without error or omission. There are simply too many places where it contradicts itself, repeats differently, changes it's message or simply it is no longer applicable to justify it's standpoint. I promise that I have actually read it and continue to do so, it has amazing value
But in contrast to this boubt, I do have a belief in God. Simply by the facts of existence and our internal struggle can his presence be seen. We historically have needed God, every culture has needed to find religion. And the most successful is those religions of Abraham. Presumably because it speaks to peoples minds, hearts and souls. And it's followers are quite persuasive
After looking at most religions of the world, Christianity appears to call to me the best. It can if understood right offer it's followers hope and joy, connection to ourselves and all others and a strong moral code. It believes in the ethic of reciprocity, give charitably, non-violence, etc. In addition, Jesus showed women respect, access to his teachings and the ability to be involved in worship in a time when we were still considered possessions of their father or husband and were forbidden from learning the scriptures.
I know that most people questioning faith talk about evil and why God created it. I accept good and evil as facets of existence. They are in every action and inaction, and are simply aspects of creation and life. This is not an issue for me.
But here is where the questioning starts.
1. There are 34000+ 'Christian' churches currently operating around the world. This fragmentation is disturbing, with consensus seemingly impossible to reach. I can only conclude that the flock has somehow scattered and where does that leave me? I'm not going to join a church at random and therefore I have to choose my own beliefs and match that to a church. But if I'm going to do that then why should I join one at all? Might as well just follow my own interpretation and be done with churches and church leaders.
2. I originally and incorrectly assumed that Christianity followed from Judaism which came about it's beliefs independently early on and they have been stable over it's history. I have since learnt that Zoroastrianism not only pre-dates Judaism but also provided Judaism with many of the core concepts (in God and Satan as opposing forces of good and evil, the messiah, heaven and hell, the Angels as divine beings created by god that interact with man, the resurrection, the end of days etc,). Therefore, this calls into doubt the reliability of all of the old testament. It also begs the question, what about Zoroastrianism, where did it gain these 'truths' and is it more correct than I had previously thought?
3. What about change? Change in culture, morals, ethics and beliefs. For any system to work, it must match the people it represents. Can/does Christianity change with time? Obviously it has on many issues (slavery, women's rights, polygamy, transferability of sin, etc) but can it continue to do so? Is it a belief system for the modern world, one that represents our culture and not that of 2000 years ago?
4. Violence. Christianity teaches that we should 'turn the other cheek' non-violence. However, in practice it has a long history of violence both towards it's own members and non-members. How can these acts be rationalised within the framework of Christianity?
If you choose to address any of these. Thank you. I have asked other questions before and been told I'm being insensitive or simply that I need to find and have faith and nothing else matters. I can't, I'll go without belief before handing over my faith blindly, that is just me. If it's true then it should stand up to scrutiny
Thanks again!!!!
p.s. is there a forum for possible believers. I wasn't sure exactly where to post this as I'm not exactly a non-believer but I'm also not a christian yet.