Hey there. I know KNOW this is for you. I was just reading about God meeting our needs, and while it applies to me as well, for I am in the same boat, here you post this as soon as I am done. So, I truly believe God wants you to know this.
In Hebrews 3:1 it says that Jesus is "the Apostle and High Priest of our profession". The word profession can also be translated confession. Referring to what we say. The literal translation is "to say the same thing". So, let's say we are broke, sick, etc. and we come to the Lord in prayer and stand (or kneel) and say "I'm sick, I'm hurting, and I'm broke". What will Jesus do in that situation? I'm sure He would have sympathy and compassion for us, but given Hebrews 3:1 what would He do? NOTHING. Because He isn't going to bring more sickness (not that He does), financial disaster upon us. So, basically His hands are tied to help us. Until we change our thinking and begin to say the right thing. So, in our natural mind, we think well why in the world hasn't He delivered me from this stuff? He did. 2000 years ago on the cross. The problem is we haven't received it. When I got this, it just smacked me hard.
think about a radio and it not receiving good transmission. If you can't get the clarity on it, do you call the manufacturer and say the radio is broken? no. You just fiddle with it and get it tuned in and change batteries if you need to. Why can't we be like that with the Lord and what He is trying to tell us? We need to have faith in God for trusting in Him knowing He can do what He says, but we also need to have faith toward Him, in other words, having confidence in Him that He can do it. George Mueller said to the Lord everytime He opened the Word to pray "Lord, teach me your Word. Make it real to me that I may have the faith to know I will have the petitions I bring before You today".
So, HD, I pray you receive this in the way it was meant.
God bless.
hugs and love
Jere