I tried doing business,lost alot of money,still in school,repeating modules that i failed.
If u have read my few threads u would know that,i never had a praise report in my life
its hard coping with life sometimes with all these stress,
im thankful few days ago,was prayed for from my anxiety n it was really bad
i almost quit school
.couldnt focus on my studies,stopped doing anything.
All i want is to be at ease,my head sometimes feels like its racing feeling like,if God doesnt come sooooooooon,i wont have any sense of purpose occupying n doing nothing but worry, about what Gods will is for me.it pains me,when i have gone from university to university for 6 years now,changing modules,courses,failing repeating trying to figure out What is it im suppose to do
i hear few christians telling me that God spoke to them about my life,that God will do amazing things in my life,but my situation that im in is just SAD!!
Just felt like talking n expressing my frustration here,hoping someone can sympathize,its hard when one is in a spiritual warefare at the same time trying to get on their feet from a beat up life.
The list can never stop i can type here forever,I just wish the Lord can hear me n restore me,nbless me coz i really need it
its insanity trying to do the same thing over n over n expecting a solution
I pray here n there,i talk to people colleagues n they help me out in prayers.but
i have 6 repeat modules this semester
plus 2 supps( not confirmed)
n the semester is extremely short plust minus 4 months..
Im so tired of this i wanted to quit n go live in the country,i dont like the city life,too exhausting for me
im tired
im 24 n i hope i get married soon in near future so i can escape the city,its moving too fast cant keep up
saints pray for me
in conclusion
i need ur prayers urgent!! n i got a word somewhere last week as i was flippin the bible that i should hang in there n not give up!! because God knows the stuff that are happening
..this year has been extremely difficult, for mee way too hard for me handle,i need God to let me free n make me something bless me,give me purpose,im tired of seeing others come n go succeed n im still STAGNANT!!